Monday, January 31, 2005
the wkend wasn't wad i expected to turn out. everything jus went wrong. sunday went to celine's hse to celebrate serene's b'dae. it was held at the clubhse and i din bring my phone along there. at the end of the celebration,went bac to celine's hse,went to check my phone..and bloody hell,i missed 67 calls!! all frm my dad! i was realli dead. i meant DEAD. he called non-stop. frm 9 plus to 10 plus comtinuosly. jus as i expected i was dead,he shouted on the phone. it was one of those dark side tt i hardly seen he reacted so fumingly mad.
in my parents view,i am always a kid. i can bet tt even when i turn 18 or 19..i wld still be not allowed for late nights.*sigh*
this then tell me tt they don't put ani bit of trust in me. i can't take it. y does other parents even allow their kids to be back at 1am or even overnight staying? i hate it.
however i felt a little guilty,i regretted not bringing my phone along with me.they called till phone almost spoiled.and made my mailbox full. guess they are worried sick?
THE VERDICT:
- not allowed to go to b'day parties
-not allowed to go to friend's house
-coming home by 2100
LESSON LEARNT:
-to bring my phone everywhere i go!
aniwae,jus forget abt it. but still this morning i still had the chills of my dad shouting at me. i still cldn't forget hw he shouted at me on the phone and in the car. it was realli scary till i was almost out of breath. i din dare look at my dad or spoken a word ever since he last scolded me. but i guess he kinda cool dwn? aftr askin whether he cld pick me up frm sch..which in end i went home myself.
went home,st8 aftr sch.as i went home,din utter a single word..as i walked ,many thoughts jus went through my head. erm..did i jus got carried away?haha.
was kinda surprised jon called..stupid joseph said he called me like 3 times..it was realli 3,so called him bac but it turns out tt joseph was the one which made those calls..
pursposely made me call jon la!very clever...
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Friday, January 28, 2005
at last here comes the wkend! i mean its like finally lar..i din expect to have survive through this week. mainly becos i hate waking up so early for sch.
fridae was tiring! aftr sch was like so rush..suppose to have the peer lite mtg but din turn up cos had to get changed into half u by 2.20. ms koh also wanted to arrange the tables into pairs nw. felt so guilty not helping them arrange.=(
change le,waited for mrs koh outside the staff rm cos she fetching 5 of us to pa. she pass the car key to us but i went to press the wrong button! the car alarm jus went off! shitt. luckily i stop it in time.
reach there we were like blur fools. there was like so many schs. once settled. area5 and6 was combined into one contingent. comprises pl,yuying,marist,st gab's,bartley,hougang,anderson...the rest i can't realli remb. cedar wasn't there..think they had shooting or dunno wad.did drills..then had a break.
aftr the break was all combined. our contingent was right in the middle of the parade square. and i stand right in the middle! its realli scary. the commander can scold till u get realli pointed out and malu-ed. was one of the victim. haha.
aftr the whole practice..was brought bac by a bus to bartley sec. frm there,dad picked me up and fetch the 4 of them home too.
reach home was super tired. but woke up quite early..abt 8 plus.. first time to be up tt early for a wkend!
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Thursday, January 27, 2005
i failed my chi paper!! expected. and i can jus simply say its 24 out of 100. nth to hide abt it aniwae. today eng period,chew's mood was calm .. our class was kinda cooperative la,everyone brought their books,lesser talking. we spent almost a period hearing abt her personal life. most of us gt kinda carried away ...haha.
aftr sch,eileen suddenly told me mrs koh looking for me? and found out i was in the np day parade. went to the staff room to look for mrs koh,and she was like..."u like the surprise
?"din noe she meant tt event was a surprise..ohh wells,its gd in a way it will help me in my Os' next time! through this,i have earn myself 2 points!!*yays*
went to play bball with xue and mel.. ltr the huiyu,jessie,steph,jin joined in. aftr tt, all gone fer their cca except me and xue. so decided to play with vanessa,val,zoey and the rest. played till we got tired. mel came bac..went to the library to talk at the same time to cool dwn..so hot out there!!
waited fer dad ltr to fetch me fer tuition. was kinda early fer class. and all of us din even make a move to go into the class? we were like staring at the sec3 notice board blankly? waited till the teacher to come..haha.
jillian and abi[i think its spelt like this] is soo nice! ok la..nt tt exxarating lar. they are jus a bunch of twins tt is soo ccute. our grp chat chat chat until we din catch wad the teacher said. haha. and me being the blur one,kept asking to repeat till the teacher gave up..haha!
even jillian and abi cldn't figure out wad was it.but for the sake of getting sumthing written on my paper,jillian jus scribbled sumthing on it. handwriting was damn neat though it is scribbled. its like those scribbled words which are meant to be ugly but turns out to be nice?
oh ya..nt forgetting their laughter is infectious. well nt realli but i hav ta say this, their sense of clothings are real gd. definetly no objections to it. =))
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
at last cleared all the tests papers! there are always more to come..=( jus wait till i get all my papers,slowly counting the papers i flung. today's math test was a killer to me. well only fer me.the rest,tts up to them to judge it.
aftr sch suppose to stay bac to help out in the chi new yr deco in the end went to play basketball..haah. nt realli though,me and jubs went to help the chi teachers in the sch's new year decos' .. heh,jus wondered,we are helping the sch do up the decorations instead of our class! lol. jinjin help abit. aftr helping in hanging and making the patterns out of it,the teachers treated us drink! hee. aftr tt,went to join the others to play bball.
reach home abt 6.30..ZZzzzz...
is it a good thing to know you? well , yes i can say.but i am beginning to get confused here.
i hate myself.[at times]
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Monday, January 24, 2005
sch was dreadful.. pe played basketball agn. loser 50 pumpings..in the we lost. cheated on my punishment haha,did only 32. cldn't do much,jus had recess before the period. and meow was so irratating, almost the whole class were made to stand for the whole period cos sum of us din bring sketchbk and transparency or either or. and worse come to worse,out of so many standing,he go chose me to be the "model" standing on this tall thing in front of the class. and the class draw me..so much on me being humilated. argh!
aftr sch,went to meet drey at city hall. haven been seeing her for quite a while lately. in the end gt there earlier than her,she said she finish sch at 1 ..so early yet came ltr. aniwae,her sch is quite far,pjc.. at choa chu kang area...wd can i expect more frm her?she said veg meal,din expect her meal to be not very healthy..haha. yes yes,i am fussy. my mum finds out i am eating those,gonna be sort of killed by her! tried to find some place to let me study,too bad she din bring her tutorial stuff to mug. end up settling dwn at raffles city..she had nth to do so spent the time draining off my mp3 batt by playing games and in addition,she on the backlight! the light drains off like water lar! jus kept quiet with it.
rich rich rich..she cldn't jus stop getting rich! changes mp3's every dunno hw many mths...price,800 plus. her sis,same as mine. can't blame her,she born to be rich. haha.
her phone no batt so accompanied her to sembawang to wait for her parents so they cld get through mine. aniwae ,din mind too .. rather than spending time at home being so darn restless. aftr tt,took train back to yio chu kang ,called dad to pick me up.
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
another week passed!its getting scary.
today's sailing i suppose i spent most of the time capsizing,thks none other than the wind. but i guess the arm power i had hardly drained off compared to last week! i had a reeaal hard time handling when it was capsized and i think i noe the ans!! i shall not eat lunch b4 sailing!! cos it will make my body heavier. seriously. today i did nt eat all three meals and so i wasn't tired. jeremy shld have towed me back last week!! than this wk! i din realli feel the exhaustion today!its weird. but i suffered cuts! yay! *grins*
but i mus say my hiking was worse than last week but new techniques were realised. the capsizes were countless and got flung out of the boat twice while it was still moving. damn,it was uncontrollable,instead of me controlling it,it was the other way round,and i got thrown off. jus literally flew out!
aftr washing up,took my fren[forgot her name,heh] mother's car to the mrt station. her mum wasn't realli sure abt the way and we all ended up at changi airport. in the car,her siblings at the back were damn noisy. saying abt siblings,her sister was one of them i taught during pc lesson!! so coincidence!!haha.
took the train frm one end to the other!! frm east to west!! tanah merah to boonlay. by the time i reach my grandma hse was 8 plus..almost 9. jus realised all my cousins has new phones,damn it. and i am still stuck with the sickening phone i have.3 years! and i am nt allowed to use my own money i saved to buy it..other than phones too!! argh. then wad is my money for? uni fees? oh pls. hw will they ever noe whether i will make it there? even so,we shld be concentrating more on nw than future. in the first place dad doesn't wan me to get a new one,he said urs spoil,use mine..pls,i passed my previous phone to him and nw he wans me to use tt bloody phone agn?? when do i ever get a real new phone. all those phones i got in my life are all passed dwn frm my mum! in other words they are second hand ones.=(
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Friday, January 21, 2005
went to the art museum with weiwen,yihui and raina..had no idea where it was only to know it was near chijmes. asked an old man..well nt realli old.heh.. he kinda directed us to where it was,if nt fer him,we wld be searching fer it up and dwn!
realli love those shots russell wong took which was exhibited inside. raina was our copier of the day,wadeva we told her to copy,she copied. haha thx gurl. too bad we weren't allowed to take photos inside,wanted to bring home and see the photos he took..is like his shots were natural,and if it wasn't , he knew hw to take frm an angle.
others said wadeva i took whether is frm kids at the beach or buildings or even sign boards,they said i was crazy. wad so crazy abt taking all these?its nature!!!
went to the children section..haha there were white boards,papers and crayons to let us draw. and we realli drew ,tt was figures!we drew sumone. haha.
there was a wedding service gng on.. cld hear god's praises in there frm outside.hw nice was it! we went to take a look at the bride and groom's wedding photos..hehe. damn,all of us were almost mesmerized by it. love those pics taken at the beach.we were gng woah..as we flip through the pages.heh.
on the way out of the place,the other whole lot of our class came. nt realli all. birdie,jubs,joyce,lots lots..mostly the whole clique came dwn to the museum too.
next went to raffles city BK to eat. was super full ,all of us cldn't finish the fries esp.
went home next. cld take a st8 train home frm city hall but weiwen and raina lar! pull me go take NEL. inside threatened raina to tell me and ww who she like otherwise we will leave the next station wherever the train was stopping next. raina squeeze my hand like siao,until red.heh. we had fun threatening her in the train!=)
called dad to pick me up at compass.oh ya, todae my parents walked frm macritchie to bukit timah..hw was tt!?i was forever lazy to do tt. haha well at least i did it a few times..well nt realli and nt tt far . maybe a little lesser in distance .
i shall see frm wad u said. and i am nt gonna try tolerating ur last min excuses.
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
lost my book ystd aftr silent reading. damn,haven even read it and worse its nt my book.its the tuition centre's one. saying of tuition,feel quite tensed up facing the class esp the twins frm scgs.but! they are nicest ppl i ever met in tuition!!! for this period of time. heh. can't hide the fact tt they are kinda cool. =)
during sch assembly,our class was called out during the national anthem. becos we din sing?guess it was delibrate.
geog agn was one boring lesson. judy wong was toking abt her trip ard the world..blah blah. toking abt countries i suppose.
2d2 peeps are still missing ms ferng!! saw their expression towards ferng at the sci lab while on the way fer chapel. she looked kinda embarassed seeing us,maybe cos we were shouting her name? heh.
half a year......i have tolerated and waited.[u better get it in ur head]
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Monday, January 17, 2005
sch was boring agn..it nvr felt better.assembly,mdm ho was telling us abt health agn.calories blah blah. during recess was nagging all the time at jessica telling the calories consumed in her dish..haha. jus wondered y am i so attentive to sports and health talks.. heh.
i guess i am titled rubbish collector or thrower of 3d1. last year i had enough but i can't escape tt role!! is it an early sign of my future job? i hope nt.
chem lesson,*melting kept abusing me. yes i called it abuse!! she was happily scratching my leg.simply cos her nails are damn long. cut ur nails girl,there are millions of bacteria inside.u may get bacteria poisoning. b4 tt she had this disgusting yet 'cool' experience. she was eating halfwae then she swallowed her stud and the needle tt was actualli frm her tongue piercing! and best,she did nt feel the pain. merely complained abt the price of getting a new one. heh.
todae was the only day i left sch the earliest.
sunday dad helped me painted my wall tangerine. its kinda indian but dun mind it. my room is definetly neater nw!! and gt to get my adidas poster on the wall!! yay!
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Saturday, January 15, 2005
suprisingly i woke up ''early'' on a wkend tt was 10.30. haha. was darned tired but there was this feeling to get outta bed. stood up,my calves were aching like crazy lar! thx to the drills and all. in addition to today's sailing,it was terribly double .
left late frm home for sailing. partly thanking my mum fer tt.heh. left my phone in the bag so din noe was ringing when joel called thrice cos din tell him i was late..haha,sorry boy.
reach there , went to rent the boat first. its 30 bucks at tanah merah[changi] there!so ex..thank god joel was a member cos its sooo much cheaper. 10 bucks . more than half a price.
cldn't find jeremy so had no idea wad to do next. at last found him,otherwise we wld have a difficult time wriging up the boat. yes,i have yet to familiarise the parts of the laser! jeremy is damn angry with us la..went out to sea. wind was realli strroong! even the capsizes were countless. today i finally saw the picture of the sea and sky upsize dwn. it was a whole lot different! it was jus lyk i am in this picture.but of cos in order to see it,there are obstacles to see beautiful things. tt was,the wind was strong so the boat was tilted seriously right angled till i arched full body. cld feel the strain at my stomach. the last capsize was realli a tiring one . last week was the sea weed and main sheet prob . todae was all abt the darn wind and testing my arm power. uprighted the boat alreadi,and thx to the wind,the boat went dwn the next second. was soo exhausted by the 2nd uprighting. my arm cldn't take it animore. both went turtle somemore! climbing up to the daggerboard was difficult esp when it is in turtle. endured..realli enduReD.jeremy cldn't do anithing cos this was part of trng. to sail smoothly,u have gotta overcome all this stuff. the last uprighting,was slipping off the daggerboard,but told myself nt to though my arm was realli giving way. by the time it was up at last,there was minimal strength i cld climb up the boat. used up those strength i had to get in. jeremy cld tell hw shacked i was.realli tiring i can say.i had to rest for a while b4 continuing. was told to bac to shore. even sailing bac was a prob for my arms. rope burns was expected every lesson.the tide was quite high. mjc people were having sailing too so had some help frm them. saying of tt. my boat gt hit at the bac,it was quite a hard knock but luckily it din crack.
debrief aftr out at sea,jeremy told us we cldn't be treated like the last time when we were beginners,i cld tell the difference,when we were beginners then,everything was taking it easy and jeremy cld still accept it then but nw being intimmediate alreadi though i dun think i deserve it,we have to accept the fact tt everything is getting tougher.no more joking matter.wad for turning bac agn since i am alreadi starting to face the facts.
by the time reach home,whole body aching like crazy esp the arms!! went to collect my taufik cd=)...din regret buying it cos its worth it! the songs inside so nice to hear. i recommend to all, buy hiS cD!!!haha.
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Friday, January 14, 2005
sch as usual. recess had no appetite aftr being caught by some teacher for my belt! it jus happen the wrong time la! darn . wld rather starve myself till i get my '''guilt'' over the matter rather than gobbling food dwn the throat ''eating'' all the troubles awae.
the sports and wellness thing is jus robbing the bank! the sch's sailing is so ex lar..$350 for 8 weeks??where outside u pay roughly 150 for 12 weeks! and u can continue learning more competitive boats!! hee..as if i am protesting sch sailing. haha. cldn't make up my mind ,the sch's archery,sailing,in-line skating and tennis is out of my choice. basketball! decided to join tt..its outdoor,grow taller,perspire more.aniwae there are reasons to it lar..sailing,dun wan to restart everything ,frm theories blah blah and the cost of it. archery,its indoor and all on the arms only. tennis,hmm...no much of an interest in tt. in-line skating,i can cross over the curb ''gracefully''..and ''saved'' weiwen's leg by skating all the wae frm i think ,macs to costa sands at east coast park to get plaster.haha its up and dwn nt oni one round k!
damn tired today aftr np. hentak for dunno hw long non-stop. march ard the bb court dunno hw many rounds,arms were so jelly . the whole session was tiring.calves are aching nw. and sailing is tmr . hiking out is gonna be a problem i guess.
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005
the class was kinda dead today. lessons were unusally quiet i find for todae.teachers ask us y were we like this? reply,tired. indeed we were. looking at our faces it explains.
aftr sch was running up and dwn to find eileen and the rest to hand in the sana stuff. they said meet at 3b2. went there. nt there. were ard canteen to search,no sign of them then ask zi where were they. jireh 2nd floor. sigh ,mus travel all the wae bac there agn. sch iS biG! went up. sheau wei said vivian jus left the classroom. argh!! went round searching fer her. at last found her outside the staff room!fInallY. buT! i found out i left my sana stuff in the classrm! damn! needa run up to class to get it.then at the door ,its locked. thank godness ,grace was still there..took the key frm her. gt my stuff and realise i haven done all my questionare. went round askin ppl i noe to help me do.felt stupid. as if i was some fool walking ard pestering ppl. last one to be filled, cldn't find ani alreadi cos those i ask alreadi did . at last clarissa ask clarice[dun even noe her,jus knew she was some character in the musical..heh] to fill in. haha!! at last she did it!! i am saved man!!
hai..but then still gt total defence!!! projects aftr projects.
call dad to pick me up..told me to wait fer 20 mins..went bac canteen. was so darn bored. decided to entertain myself by talking to elizabeth[sec2]..since she waiting for her fren. yes yes..all the juniors are still saying mr kim is still the same old kim'. scolding and critising players.
on the wae out of sch,ferng ask me abt the class chalet money. i am nt sure! its like quite long ago and i forgot the figures tt the class has to pay me bac. aniwae she said to go find out.meanwhile went to ask her the sailing stuff.. hee. ask her help me ask mdm ho whether the cca still on.
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Monday, January 10, 2005
1st wk of the year jus pass..nth much has actualli happen jus gng bac to sch. so which one did i go for? sailing or cca fair? in the end went fer sailing. handling the laser was so so so so so much easier than the byte!!! was lucky enough nt to follow nat's recommendation fer sailing the byte.no regrets so far.
i guess i was instructor's most stubborn student there. the mistakes made were to silly till the instructor cld go to her boiling point i guess? esp the recovery part. damn,tt part was bloody tiring.
expected everyone in the team to turn up but only four of our grp turn up. wind was so strong for a min then it recided. wth, it was scary when it jus recide and there's where i start to lose control. the boom kept hitting my head. concussion was expected ..haha . whenvr got hit,the burning sensation jus comes bac in my head.but the worse wasn't compared to my previous hit in sembawang.where i gt hit so hard till i almost fell back to the sea.man,tt was terrible.the first remark i gt frm tt was by the coach,he said..''continue sailing,jus rub rub can liao,the least will be jus getting a head concussion''.
3 capsizes happen while doing the laser. first one was a drill. did it within a min,tt was the most successful one. second one was the wind,the gust jus came,hike my guts out...still cannot. by the time ,i was dropping str8 into the water,the boat was jus right angle to the sea. the next thing,cldn't do anithing animore,i have alreadi hike the best.there i go st8 into it.
the 3rd capsize was the one i almost threw up. almost reaching bac to the shore ,the wind was dead,i cldn't do much then to jus drift further. i hate it whenva i am into this situation. suddenly,mainsheet got stuck at the bottom of the buoy where it was caught in the weeds. i cldn't move. shitt. the wind then came,swept my boat dwn and there i go. tried getting the mainsheet off but can't . i cld have upright the boat the first thing but i have alreadi remove the daggerboard out of the slit. damn,its gonna take much energy to put it bac,esp when it is half capsized. by the time in put the daggerboard bac there,upright it. the ends of the mainsheet knot jus came off,and there it goes. i cldn't sail much. i had used almost all my energy,arms cldn't do much. instructor was sort of pissed with wad i have done. back shore, she cld see all of us half dead. we were realli tired.
reach home,family was busy painting the hse. i tried helping but becos of my clumsiness,they wldn't let me do than to jus get lost. felt damn insulted and left out. at tt moment,i started believing tt parents only love sons more than daughters. yes yes,i may have watch to much tv ,but its true. bro seems to get more attention,he gets the compliments,charm,sociabilty blah blah and gets forgiven easily by others esp my mum! argh!
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
drained off so easily aftr sch ..alwaes reaching home at dinner time. its hard coping the books. cca fair is coming up real soon,and guess wad? called drey to confirm the sailing dates. darn. its tis sat and the conversion is realli impt. if nt i will realli loose out,and by then there goes my dream boat.heh. seriously if i dun make it fer it,it will be gone. starts at 0930 till evening and it clashes with the cca fair. i can't decide.
honestly,sailing is still in my head than other stuff. yea yea..ok i will shudupp. but rEalLY!!! its been a yr ever since i sailed!!cos of the exams .argh!
u can either hate me fer this..this is my liFE.hah!
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Tuesday, January 04, 2005
late late late agn.. the traffic is realli worsening despite living near the sch and reaching there later. lessons sort of start off fer us todae.
during class time saw the other half of our ppl outside. and everyone jus started swarming out there str8 awae as if they haven seen each other for decades. lol.
pe took height and weight. i din stand str8!! gt a prob nw ,tt is hunching. common yeah, but quite like the feeling sometimes. i am mad. dun bother.
followed on was one hell of stretching up our muscles . it hurrttss. realise i haven been stretching those muscles der quite some time. heh.
reach home abt 5 plus . was dead tired,the five day wk thingy tt dae decided to do it is sort of killing and benefitting me in a way. haaiiii.
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Monday, January 03, 2005
first day of sch..late fer sch cos of the freaking jam outside sch. it was so bad tt one by one we had to get out of the vehicles and walk. walking,walking halfway one whole line up outside the gate cos the the sch anthem was playing.
aftr it the prefects were rushing us in and there at the basketball court everyone was standing there.
the pl tour was a real waste. though we had a fun time bullying the sec2s at the station.heh. the tour was jus piling up our boredomness' . shld think they prefer to be in class chatting awae i guess than running ard the sch solving clues which are mainly as easy as to jus close one eye..
wasn't in class the whole dae so din have a clue on wads gng..who is the teacher..blah blah jus noe i am the bio monitress? and sitting next the dustbin.
love xue's braces!!she look so cute in it.its a compliment for ur info.haha.
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Saturday, January 01, 2005
hAppY neW yeaR !!! and to start off the new year will be my nose getting in the wae,wads with the stuffed and blocked nose i have? argh! every moment stepping into my room the flu jus comes. and i realise tt i am allergic to dUsT!! among the whole hse,my room is the most messy and dusty of all. and the sneezing wld jus start. hate it.
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