Tuesday, October 31, 2006
No school today. so more sleepp.=D like finally.woke up at 12 30. cycling with rafael and shafik at first to the bike shop. Realised there were tonnes of problems with the bike!
- Front brake shifted thats why the tire sounded funny.
- Gears were screwed.
- Brakes cant apply for emergency stoppage.
- Bottle case broke.
- Suspension wasnt working well.It was giving so much noise.
Now everything is finally fixed.=) well i hope.
It rained AGAIN before actually setting off.Edwin took over shafik at the bike shop.Headed to kovan then gardens for prata.f-a-t-t-e-n-i-n-g. Next to bishan,bought their drinks,toilet break for edwin.After to yio chu kang and all the way to yishun,well considered khatib lah.Went to where rafael used to live. crapped for almost an hour just standing by out bikes at one of the carparks.Hah.
went back by seletar reservoir way. now that i've explored a new area. That area was where couples make out man.edwin wanted to pee again.He went to the corner,thought for awhile,came back and said he didnt want to since he was thoughtful to not be anti climax to the atmosphere' there. HOW NICE.
Exited through seletar camp way. stopped at jalan kayu prata there. the only thing which was ordered,COKE.Headed back home next.Both of them still had a distance to get back.i feel sad for them.THE HILLS THEY HAVE TO OVERCOME.heh.
Theres' school tomorrow. How much i dread like hell.
OH,ALL THE BEST TO THE SEC4s HAVING THEIR O'S NOW.I'M SURE YOU GUYS CAN DO WELL. THINK POSITIVE ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNT.=D
Cheryl feels very bad for making seetoh listen to her chant 19chapters of Bio.
I'm sorry seetoh,i promise you that i will be here to hear you chant next time.
[I was asked to say this. Well,she better keep her word. Since i survived the chant.she really can rap i tell you.Dont feel discouraged if you ever said huh' many many times. Its just cheryl gan. HAH.] -btw, she still going on,last chapter.Heredity.
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Monday, October 30, 2006
Got reprimanded by gan pei er as she claims i was a bad role model in cca. since i was too lazy to wake up and get my butt to school by 8.Haha,That kid. i was just planning to go for math lessons which was at 10. got to school at 945. Got home by 1215. Cycling to school is much much quicker than taking public transport.saves money too!
Did housework for the other half day.i had the mood somehow.Hah. changing all the room's bedsheets,sweeping and mopping,washing dishes.And i skipped lunch for that.Well,at least i feel proud for myself for eating less and keeping the house clean. =)
Brother went out again. and i think his aaron friend has also became my friend.since he's a regular in the house. And NO ,if you ever thought both gayed together.
dont try laughing hoping it keeps the thought away from other.
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
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Friday, October 27, 2006
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CHERYL!
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY EUNICE!
Cca from 8-12 was real draggy. we couldnt do much since today was the first discussion for cca fair. and they change the rifles into dummy rifles. ITS UNFAIR. My batch was freaking suay to do all those armpowering exercises and running in Full UNIFORM last year.However still a blessing in disguise since we exercised.This sounds so contradicting. Hah.
After changed out and went cycling with rafael around the island. just 5 minutes after setting off,it started pouring.rahh. so we waited for the rain to stop.continued next all the way to beach road.Sugarcane-ed there then headed to town.everyone was strolling their way along orchard road and cycled through the human traffic.Hah. My bottle case broke and dropped in the middle of the road while going down mount pleasant slope.dammit lah.i'm gonna ask for a BETTER replacement.
mrs han house next for bbq gathering. Great food.=D
Gained back the calories i lost.-_-
Issues.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
I wished i never had to go through this.
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
For a public holiday ,i didnt sleep enough. woke up at 815 since eliza said badminton at 9. in the end from pushing to 11 ,it dragged to 1-3pm. we were slacking around the sports hall the whole of that time then.eliza and demelza's pet' came to visit them.fluttering around them. Haha,too bad it wasnt doves.
Anyway, played matches with them and demelza and eunice cant partner otherwise you see them just rolling in the court laughing for who-knows-what. HAHA. They both then played the delete-the-unglam demelza-photo MATCH.Eunice won so didnt delete! and its a self-taken picture by that ANG LI TING DEMELZA. and i saw the whole scene when she took it using eliza's phone.Hah.
Amanda suppose to come,she did but right when we ended everything. Hah.At least she came.
Mum brought me to see bikes.=) And it all thanks to her goodfriend,aunt maureen who told her about the good stuff about cycling. since she wanted mum to cycle with her on the roads.And its a road-bike. She initiated me to get that. I end up buying a second-hand mountain bike since i wasnt confident yet to get it. Road Bikes cost a bomb lah. it could go up to $10 000. YAYY.
Rafael: sorry to trouble you about the directions and all! thanks anyway for the recommendations.Shall look forward to gathering together one day to cycle! =)
Dinner at holland road.The XO fish head curry place ! yayness. aunt treated. grandma senile symptoms are worsening but its hilarious when she repeats what she ask a couple of mins ago. She asked where was dad FIVE TIMES.[i think]. she said my brother grew so tall and look like dad EIGHT TIMES.she asked someone to eat the chicken on the table FOUR TIMES. So funny i tell you.
Dammit i felt bloody relief but why do you have to harp on it till i had to give in?
A day of break though not completely is all i had and next thing you cry out for help;
seriously think,you deserve the shit. i might have get along with life happily loving people i
really love.F*** you.
Help me.
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Monday, October 23, 2006
Regretted not going to school today. The alarm clock didnt ring at all and i end up waking at 651.if only i knew mum was on leave,i might still rush and ask her fetch me to school. rahh. For that, it made me miss the news about whether i qualified for skipping N's going straight to O's. Among the whole class i heard six didnt make it.And i have this super great feeling i would since i screwed the eoys.sigh.why cant i just hear a single news of academic achievement in life?whyy.
Heard the school is giving free mcdonalds on thursday.YAYY. and its MEAL FOR EACH.=D finally they know how to use the money wisely for the students man.
I'm still desperate to know whether i made it. Thats practically the main thing i am puzzled with and its killing me bad.real bad.
i want i need to pull you back.
allow me?
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
Almost had a shock of my life this morning. Aaron who was brother's friend came over to stay again last night and he looked super alike as my brother whenever he walks around the house in brother's clothes.Even borrowing something i end up talking to him thinking he was my brother. And he just went right into my room when i was sleeping to take the house phone.[i felt freaking unglam] .Next time i have to lock the door when any of the friends come. keeping the door just close there still isnt 100% privacy after all. yeah, that reminds me of a couple of traumas where i encountered. scary.
My favourite laundry shop closed down! still remembered dad,brother and i would put in 50cents into the washing machine and dryer and then sit to watch it spin.there isnt such laundry services in singapore anymore.=(
i shall learn how to wash my own clothes in future.
AND COOK.
Hey,i miss you .
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
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Friday, October 20, 2006
Interclass volleyball was exciting though our class didnt win. Still,i think we are considered good enough players when we dont even bothered taking efforts in practising during pe or recesses. i remembered the previous batch the whole level just sacrificed lessons and recesses just to play till they couldnt anymore.those were the days.=)
However i still want to thank eunice.eliza.angeline.demelza.amanda.fangs for their effort placed in the game today!=D Great job there,really!
it was held in the hall,atmosphere was super high.adrenalin on everyone was..woahh.was quite surprised there wasnt trophies or medals given out this year. hmmm.
Had movie screening next then checking of cca points.some were lying on the floor sleeping.that includes kim,DUH. that SLEEPING beauty.she didnt knew she slept so long that she gave leg cramps to vanessa seet.then after sleeping on my muscle aching legs.hah.the first part of the movie was kinda boring. it was only after the cca points thing then the show became really interesting.And i am going to find for the show since we watched halfway. its called Love is Beautiful'. touching movie man.
Send auntie off back to indonesia for a couple of months. and i bet i am gonna have laundry crisis. the last time dad was still here to wash our clothes BUT i learn my lesson never to trust him to wash ever again. HE MADE MOST OF MY CLOTHES COLOUR-RUN. white shirts became purple.how gay. and my adidas logo gone for one of them.Thinking that by placing more detergent into the washing machine would make the clothes cleaner and more fragrant. it made me felt soapy wearing out laa. haha. so we end up resorting to going to a laundry shop plonking 50cents into the washing machine watching our clothes spinning round and round in there. And i think i am going to do that now that auntie is gone for this while.
But for this,i want mum to get me a bike! so i can cycle there wash my clothes then cycle home with clean clothes! however she is only sponsoring 1/3 of the price. Anyone nice enough to donate into seetoh's bike fund?
i still do.
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
okay no pictures to update today since brother wants to use the computer and i have to use dad's laptop. I feel the laptop is becoming mine since i'm the only one using and mum hasnt send it over to Dubai for dad. haha. so now it could be considered mine i take it.hah.
The pictures actually was about kim's voluntary during the grooming course we had.and she deleted the ones she had lipstick and eye shadow.sijia was dumb enough to use kim's camera to take the process.aiyoh. And and ,the trainer started off the grooming workshop with making each and everyone of us to walk up and down the class. i was quite shocked how mr eng reacted when it was me and serena's turn.He went" GO GORGEOUS!GO GORGEOUS! YOU CAN DO IT !YOU CAN DO IT.or something.i just remembered the gorgeous word. Goodness.
lifeskills was boring.the speaker's voice was volume 100 or something.knowing that we do have a small classroom and a small class ,he still went on projecting super loud. it could scare out of us seriously.
finally theres' training tomorrow.after so long. now i just hope it isnt last minute cancelled and good wind pleasee!
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Shall post about what went through in school later.
for now, listening to Greatest story ever told' by oliver james makes me melt. =)
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Monday, October 16, 2006
Eleven people from the class didnt come to school.so there was only 28-11=17! Heard today wasnt that bad.
Retaining is the last thing anyone ever wants,i know its random but it not just something that has to do with wasting a year learning the same syllabus and end. It spoils life.The relationships between close friends and the ones you love.No i am not this year but still its a freaking permanent scar that i cant seem to psycho myself to forget.
'flipping the pages of the younger self;
unaware of the peers among who acheives;
never expecting to be playing with an future succesor;
till when we grow,
realising the difference they could go;
thus coming around knowing now the world only makes you stand alone;
everything now looks harder to come by;
[the ending vary to the readers=)]
watching ms swan in youtube made me watch every episode of it. though her voice could be really a burden to anyone's ears.and her dumbess,its stupidly funny.
went to watch some clips that i havent been watching for awhile.its not a series but 3 love clips about jaclyn's friend's relationship with her boyfriend. its freaking sweet.watched it more than 2times.
i intended to put the link but i'm just afraid i get killed if i dont get their permission!want to watch,ask me.
sec4s are starting their study leave on friday.=( i will miss them.badly.
shows before bedtime.
=)
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Gave school a miss today and i just got an mc for tomorrow. since i wasnt well recovered.someone just give me somewhere to sleep in peace please? every morning i get headaches from 9am and its all because of the continuously drilling above our house. it kills.When over to brother's room and i see him using his pillow to cover his ears and i guess text messaging whoever to complain how bad the drilling was.I thought of using a bamboo pole to poke the ceiling to shut them up but that would spoil my ceiling. So i really will appreciate much if ever someone helps me out of this.
Threw up 4-5 times.the hot cakes i ate a couple of minutes ago were visible to be seen half digested after all the vomitting trips i did to the toilet.
called mum and she brought me to the doctor right after her meeting.she's great, despite all the quarellings the night before with her.=)
Doctor said i had stomach flu, the swelling in the nose got worse too.then she started naming out all the possibilities for long-term medication for flu. Mum went straight in asking surgery.but doctor tan said its a 50-50 thing since that isnt a permanent cure for it. For now its nasal spray.
yayy,no school for me tomorrow!=D
get what i mean for goodness sake.ugh.-
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
Got the other papers back. science was a miracle. math was a disaster.both paper 1 and paper2 i failed by a mark. ferng said i could actually pass if not for the super duper wober vober tober careless mistakes.i was freaking tempted to just pick up a black pen to change the dumb mistakes i did.I ended jumping for joy because she showed my year overall for math though its a just pass when i went up to her personally and stood down looking up to her[i find it rude to stand too tall when someone sits.Hah.after all the person who sits needs to strain his/her neck right!]
combined humans was shit.poa did worse than i expected.
OKAY.I am not going to mention about them anymore.Anyone who comes up to me asking "hey!so hows your results?" i really promise they would regret asking me after this.
founders' day rehearsal they made us go to the church early lah.made us rush. and i manage to skip lunch.[i dont eat during recesses].hope it doesnt rain tomorrow morning.
The feeling's great when you acheive something and you really feel its worth feeling proud and happy for it. But when you dont achieve it, that would be the worse feeling of all you ever want to get through. And actually,i have never really acheive anything in life.To think of it.
I might,but well acheivements are short-lived.for me.
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
i could be but i could not make it towards some. giving impressions to hate-me-forever.yeah,its practically a huge fault to screw someone's life.like me. Seriously i am feeling hell guilty and getting so immersed in repenting that i could anytime be knocked down by a car.i almost did.And its because i've never imagined realising myself to do such a inhuman thing.Take me as a convict i really dont mind.
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Police talk and checking papers. Those were the only 2 things we did throughout for school today.watched a video during the talk based on a true story,and realised the ex-convict turned youth pastor had actually came to school to preach during chapel before.
Checking of papers next. it sucked. I'm not surprise if i ever get kicked out of the school for failing the second time. Lowest in class for chinese and i failed it.47.5. This year failing chinese i ended crying.what the heck.thanks fangs and serena for consoling =). Lit was a just pass and this time they failed many for it.but theres' still social studies to total up for combined humans which i think its gonna pull my everything down.
The rest are tomorrow. I really pray God to bless me.
OH ,nobody in 3d2 failed english!=D
I walked home super slowly today.since i wasnt in the best of mood.CHEER UP SEETOH!=DD
18. much has happened.
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
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Monday, October 09, 2006
No school today. Still i had to make my way there. And i had to take a cab in to school since the bus wouldnt come.the journey to HTA was longg.though i had a minute of excitement when i got to admire the sports school.this reminds me about the december regetta clashing with the CHEERS badminton match which i intended to join.ugh.
ANYWAY, HTA was huge. collected the uniform and we just got informed the guest-of honour was a minister of state. i just hope he wouldnt fall asleep when everything starts.
2 more days to the day and results. all the best.
The bus and the cab.
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
Actually about yesterday,i felt quite wasted not going over to the library to kaypo hazel.valencia and weekee for awhile at least. i could have help! though my studies suck in every way. rahh. regret regret regret. sorry=(
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
Practically rotted my way through at home. even thought of studying again,but i couldnt think of what to study since the papers are over yesterday.[not trying to rub in actually]
Just layed on the the sofa the whole time holding the tv remote channel hopping.
And the haze worsened.i tried not to believe its the haze but the constant barbeques the residents hold almost every weekend.however it got so bad that even dinner at heeren with mum and brother on the top level we could even smell it.
Talking about it ,i was so near yet so far from my all-time favourite ____!mum didnt believe me that there was sushi tei at paragon and so we headed to heeren to eat otherwise we would have eaten at the same place.hmph.
i miss dressing up military figurines where action city sells.And its unfair to see it displayed in brother's room where all of them are made by ME. mum didnt allow me to get anymore.i shall save up!
But should i get this or a phone?BECAUSE uncle promised he would if i win him 11-0 on a badminton match.He changed the the rules and i only could hit in smaller area.cheater! hah. same goes for brother,but on basketball.
i will be real grateful to whoever could sponsor me this!http://www.actioncity.com.sg/main.htm[GO UNDER REAL ACTION.THEN JUMP TO PG 4&7]
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Friday, October 06, 2006
EXAMS ARE OVERRRRR. =DDDD
though i dont feel i did.
Was late for assembly,and leow lied that i still had a few seconds before they stop students coming into the assembly ground. thanks ah.made me run like a fool. hah. i broke my aim of coming into school on time.roar.
Hair was bloody screwed today.I really wished singapore had winter so that i could wear caps to school whenever bad hair days come.LIKE TODAY.
School declared a holiday on monday since its marking day and we are getting results 2days after. Their purpose was to get it before founders' day lah. And we have to face with the depressions soon.
I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy because...
Mr tang: seetoh,did you read the notice board?
me : er..no?its about?
Mr tang: ohh, you are involved in the GOH for founders' day.We have to put on the ceremonial dress.meet in school on monday to go to HTA to collect it.
me : DRESS? [i was stunned for a moment]
Mr tang: yea,you know the ceremonial uniform.the white one.
ITS THAT NO.1 UNIFORM. =DDDDDDDDDDDD
AND ITS NOT A DRESS.
FINALLY I CAN WEAR.
i thank GOD so much to even command in that uniform during the 90th year of pl's founders' day.=D
Biology paper was pass or fail.i forgot most of the facts i memorized. I realise mrs han loves the chapter on plants.There was so much on plant nutrition chapter than anything else.
Geograpy mcq after, first 10 ques was purely on map reading. that took like 3/4 of the given time lah. i almost handed in an incomplete paper.
mrs ong:[looks at the clock] times up.all pens down.
i still left about 10ques not done with shading.and i continued.
mrs ong:[sees towards my area since vanessa seet and nicole wasnt done too] Stop writing i say.
i couldnt bear to lose my INNOCENT marks so easily. so i went on.
mrs ong:[looks again] I SAID PENS DOWN AND STOP WRITING.
5more tables to collecting mine, i left 3,2,1 questions.DONE!
And its all because of the map reading fault.everyone claimed they did random picks.
Oh GOD,please bless me to do okay for all my papers.And i thank you God for being in the presence during the exam week.Thank you for guiding me through the obstacles i had in every paper i did.Thank you too for the continuous blessings you gave throughout.It definately had helped in every way. I commit my prayer unto your name,Amen.
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
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Monday, October 02, 2006
Had to wake up earlier since mum wasnt home to drive me to school. already i left the house late,next just before i went past the guardhouse,i realised "shit,my tie." called cheryl to ask for spare tie,and that ___[okay,i promise you i wont call you names.hah] doesnt have one. Hell no am i walking back to my house. call auntie to walk super fast to pass me. Then i miss the bus,how great.the next one came at 705.by then i alighted was 712. Mdm zalena saved me from me being late.i really thank God for that.good thing she drove in time when i was rushing in like mad.sat her car right into the school.Yayy.
However,i heard the worse news ever while i was chatting with her in the car. I FAILED MY EOY ENGLISH PAPER ONE. i was foolish enough to write argumentative.And said she couldnt understand the funny thing about me having to be better in literature compared to my language.
Accounts paper was the noisiest paper i ever sat.Paper 2 there was just either crushing or tearing of paper almost every couple minutes. sectionB was nonsense.i created my own way of opening an account.
Travelled all the way to farfield just to get ilena's nano money.haha.but i didnt mind the trip though it gave me motion sickness. and ended eating junk again.prata with jaclyn and ilena near their school,gardens prata is still the BEST! =)
i found a million and one things about it.
it doesnt sound good.
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
Mum isnt coming back today,shes' staying over at i think some high-class hotel with her dragonboat friends ! i am jealous. brother is 3/4 of the day out.even auntie left me home alone to meet up with her cousin. dads' obviously overseas.
Therefore,its possible if i end up being the caretaker of the house.Hah.
I miss playing tennis.=)
I dont favour assumptions.
Neither the continuous emphasis.
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The school treated everyone on macdonalds on the last day of school =)
He thought it was games day' therefore that explains his outfit.
Cool huh.
I was made to be taupok-ed.
No tables No chairs but refugees'
Thats amanda's shoe. Notice she written right and left on her pair of shoes for easier reference. It would be great if shoes came with padlocks so to lessen thefts of SHOES.
Shes' a BULLY.
i found this tigger belonging to jasmine fascinating.
No it isnt janice being retro. Its Janice the Housefly.
errrr.
My colour contrast was damn obvious.
i told you i couldnt close my legs well.[okay,sounds wrong]
The Birthday Kid.
His troop.
That few.
Addicts of princess hours.
While i accompanied germaine playing with stitch.She was giving be Huge hints to get her one for christmas since she didnt had one.
we were the only sec4'' batch to be involve in this.
SecThreees.Batch35.
Moron-ic greet.Hah.
Kristle and shazana was exercising their right brain.
MUM CAME!
Sec4s!batch34 with mr tang=D
She was suppose to be traffic marshalling but we caught athalie NOT doing her job but smiled to the camera.tsk tsk.
Sec2s. they better shine man.since they were taught by moli and me.hah.
Shouting makes me rant out my anger and fustration. i seriously felt great after doing that. though i fell even sicker right after.
PL BAND.
Cihui! she came for prize-giving. i wished i had her brain cells.
Teresa!
4D1 i miss.
Hannah's cousin reaching for the bell at the the ODAC booth in MJ.
Saw this at NY's library.Looks realistic isnt it?
Looks like the sides of a drum yeah?
Sijia was born rich. Just rob her.
i seldom take time doing collages unless it depends.so i feel proud.hah.
kim has sensitive ears too.
even lying i got 'tortured'.
How i miss perth!=)
i like this picture of them.Hah.
Both me and bro LOVED feeding animals then.its evident that we were pleading to my dad for the animal food in his hand.
