Thursday, November 30, 2006
Went to escape' with weekee and valencia earlier.And after that mini roller-coaster,i injure my back.rah.
Was finding hard for people to go with me to check out the cambridge dinner.Ended up with grace,mel and wans.And wearing just casual was really awkward to blend in since everyone so damn formal.
And after today, i dare say my level are actually a pretty good-looking batch. Seriously. They could look as nerdy with high belt in school but seeing them dressed in their best is a totally whole new different thing.Freaking hot i tell you. Oh,and i was being bloody cheapskate in taking their free drinks the waitresses offered. the NUTS too! well ,just a PEA?
Pictures!
i took a snap of the ballroom.Hah.
Awww cheryl.she's hot.[and i already tip-toed abit but her heels still made her taller -_- ]
I took this unglam shot of her.Well,it isnt unglam afterall actually.What i call,CANDID!=)
valerie,ziying,vivian.[i spoiled the picture.]
Hannah =)
Pauline.Rachel.Audrey.
The S.I s , Cherina and Moli! aiyaah,jasmine still sounds nicer.
Thats how her hair looked from the side .Cool rightt.
Sec3 reps!Angela.Annabelle.Ruiyi! [my fringe made me look GAY]
Demelza and serene fooled with the piano.But anyway its for the public to use what.i think?
Dressessss.
Who says i'm not eligible to take with them huh.I DID.
Teresa!
Yuppp.although i still have more,but! they are really gay ones.Anyway i bet you guys are already getting an eyesore out of just staring at every picture since theres' me in every! YA I KNOW.
And i will be begging the class to let me go the next years' prom.i really want to.
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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Intended to kaypo gka today but my body was aching like mad.Still, i went ahead for a swim. =)
Nothing much today!
i thought.and thought thought thought !
okay the word now dont seem like a word.Hah.
Tag Replies!
Sergin - I NEVER KNEW YOU WERE THAT SICK. HAHA!
Jon Tan-HEY!
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
I see money in my wallet,now i dont. Thanks to jaz, she just took my 30 bucks right in front of me and went happily home with it.DAYLIGHT ROBBERY man. And i forgot to pass jaclyn the 150 ! i bet ilena is gonna be disappointed.sorry! =(
I feel slightly accomplished after playing basketball.=)
Luck to me for sunday's trials.
[that shuttle passion]
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Monday, November 27, 2006
My neck's sprained again.
My eyes are sore.[NO if you ever wondered i saw wrong things']
My house is filled with dust.
My hands are damn itchy to play badminton.
My mind is really irritated with the shit weather.[cant sail!]
Therefore , i feel screwed.
I didnt fool around alright.'
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LIZARD CATCHER COME ONLINE QUICK!
VAL!
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
That was __ overwhelming =)
Caught!
Tag Replies!
Kim- Ohh okay.so whose second? sijia eh?
Valencia- Oh man, the island is gonna be corrupted really soon.
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
Training= No training. Because? blame the weather and wind. Thats why i have been trying to convey to mum about joining other sports on land or whatsoever because sailing is not making me fit at all.
Get me please, i need to kill the fats/calories.
shuttling i still miss.
Tag replies!
Kim-NO i did NOT.so still want to friend me anot?
Eileen-YOU AH.
Jazreel-That wakaka' thing sounded as if you were from the all blacks' rugby doing the hakka. HAHA.okay i'm kidding kay.Badminton is cool lor. minus the footwork. And being a prefect in PRIMARY school is FUN. pure play man.
Valencia- Alright try pursuing. make sure you reach it ah.
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Friday, November 24, 2006
Dear Seetoh,
There's certain things you need to improve.
- Type faster. (Msn)
- Type faster. (sms)
- Just type faster.
Yay. Watch out for tmr I think I'll be obsessed with water and start spraying you all with the hose again. So just watch out kay? And please don't attempt to spray me back cause I will make sure my phone's in my pocket so if you all drown it, YOU DIE.
And I think, it'll storm tmr. HAHAHA I bet you're hating me now. But whatever.
Righty so seeya tmr and I'll give you back your ten bucks! Happy happy? (: And if I feel rich I'll pay for cab? Yay!
Love you miss you (:
Love,
Val Anne Lim
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I'm feeling shacked. Monday and tuesday was alright. But come wednesday onwards was terrible.waking up at hours i dont usually do makes me fall real sick.Gka this week was not good at all.the weather was bad bad bad.I felt bad having to attend only 20ut of4 .
thursday,i really couldnt think and plan out the day.in the end gave gka a miss and went ahead for training.It was pure theoryy.I felt so nailed by tracy.
After training,headed to pasir ris for np chalet.SAILORMOON was my new name by them.And they just went ahead calling and mentioning my name even when everyone else there were trying to sleep.Dont make me call names ah!HAH.
Xinni repeated her complain about her job 6times to me and yvette to hear.Till we could actually chant what she said.Moli dragged me outt of the bed literally when i was trying to sleep.In the end i slept on the floor with nothing soft.But it was alright lah,camps are still worse.
Friday,left the chalet early for gka.The weather sucked again.
Tomorrow- training.
its sailing stuff the entire week but i dont lose calories in it.=(
Okay cut all the crap up.
Saying of wednesday, met up with jazreel for dinner. well not exactly.strolled the entire giant then went to watch the under-17 badminton at csc.Jaz,you played well! its just your racket wasnt in favour then.The entire tkg badminton team there are a funny bunch really.Haha.She threw me her extra shirt to blend in and so i betrayed pl then.Becoming tkgs badminton team.HAHA. and she gave it to me.thanks!
Thank you so much for the ride i took. =D
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Club to check boat with weekee and valencia.It was so hot i tell you.By the time we caught step up at bugis,i guessed i stinked up the entire theatre. The dances are woahh. how i ever ever wish i was like tyler transferring into schools just through such things. Yes yes,i'm aware i am its an obvious dream.Hah.
I love EUNICE SIM for ONCE.[no lah,i'm kidding.always lah huh.HAHA.] She's so super updated with her song list.And being her friend = the ability to get cool cool music.Dont worry,we didnt use an illegal method =) YEAH RIGHT
I'm really sure i asked 28th and they confirmed.Now they say i'm suppose to come this week.What the heck.Thanks so much yeah ij kids.[no offence please].
Haha(s)
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Monday, November 20, 2006
To get out the house after being stuck in there for a week,i do anything. Even accompanying mum for facial. yes,FACIAL. she assured 1 half hours she will get done,but she took 2hours 10mins.okay,i dont count 10mins. For that 2 hours,i just sat there freezing outside the room trying to get immersed in the reader's digest i picked from there. Of course magazines are better for entertaining me but i was being thrifty.And of course, gaining genuine general knowledge. Do you know, children laugh 300 times compared to adults, who laughs 12 times A DAY.
Now both my grandmothers are in the hospital. Me and mum were finding grandma's ward and it was on icu's level and so we entered there.i was hoping hard she wasnt exactly in there.It was scary to see those few patients being surrounded with those complicated large machines as though those were their only survival for whatever lifespan they had.This malay family was chanting their scripture to their loved one by her bedside,she was neither here nor there.As i walked past those few beds,19,20,21,22,23 .. grandma was in 25. If she ever was in there,i knew i was gonna cry.But thank God,the icu beds stop at 23.But still, i had my fullest sympathy on them.Remain me there,i will pray non-stop.i really will.
Talking to dad through msn inspires me to see life more positively. He tells me about creating plans in life.
-'the problem is sometimes we have all in the head and thought we know it all. But remember all human tend to be relax and lose the willpower and courage to go forward per plan.
-'Plan is always evolving and has to be revise periodically to suit the environment and progress around us
And he now says penning down about how he feels each day of life has become an interesting thing. which is good!
Cheok Chuen says:
I suggest you take some time to look at things in a mature and serious way and form a life plan for yourself. Should need any tips or advise please email them to me. I somehow enjoy writing my feeling recently. It`s very interesting and relieving
seetoh' reel back the fishing reel. says:
haha,it is
seetoh' reel back the fishing reel. says:
then start blogging dad!
Cheok Chuen says:
Maybe i will, daddy can change too, why not my children ... but change must be to the better for ourself.
awww..i ought to feel lucky to be his kid. =D
Tag Replies!
Weekee- Oh so you can always pop your head into bob the builder's expo's hall and visit him.WITH HAZEL. since she can sing it with you.HAHA.
Hazel-Uhhuh. Though i dont really like Big Bird.[That thing has been my all-time nightmare]
Kim - READ MY THAT POST AGAIN. CAREFULLY.
recorded'
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
Went with mum for the carnival since she wanted so bad to go for the banana ride.But in the end it rained .I got drenched but she didnt.hah.
Ate seafood there. And i hated seafood.Its a spicy genre" lah but i didnt have a choice.decided to satisfy my dinner off with 'awfully chocolate'[its dark chocolate ice cream.though it makes my nose run and itch].I know its contradicting but ANYWAY.
She wanted to get dunked so much.
Thats about it for today.
You know,i really regretted giving such a hard time then.I felt so selfish during and after what we went through then.Making you think so much,though i thought so much too. i know its been upsetting you throughout till now.i am really sorry for giving you so much hope and then screwing all up.I suck.seriously.Dont feel sorry please.I feel hell guilty for everything i did to you.really.For that,somehow i guessed your friendship with others suffered too.It all seem like i did a real crime and after ,a convict.But,i agreed to that cos' its true.
I know i dont show it.But seriously i care.So much in fact.
And you do mean alot to me too.
Honestly,i still feel awkward.As you said,its hard to put a strong front.It really is for me too.Neither am i yet to get over this yet.
More.
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Friday, November 17, 2006
I just feasted.Yeah FEAST.whens its 10 at night.Neighbours food again! Their servings are always so BIG.Spaghetti and they baked chocolate cake[it looks so like MUDPIE].And it taste freaking GOOD. i would have felt worse if i didnt skip breakfast and lunch and in between snacks.
I realise i cant fight with brother.Its scary even when he's younger than me.=(
i dont debate much you see.
Hair is finally trimmed.=) I streaked it too.Ya streaked.HAH.
Watched the last 2 episodes of Goong and pauline just had to fast forward most things.Well,i dont mind lah,its just cheryl whose engrossed then.Pauline was having the Guess Who? game fever.so we had to play with her.-_-
Its the mosquito season now i think.I'm getting it almost everywhere.
i want/i dont want.choose.
[Those who thought i really did streak my hair.come on lah, I DONT OKAY.]
Tag Replies!
Weekee- Dont worry, i know sergin is wise enough to think between RIGHT and WRONG.=)
Hazel - Really? well,i think i should watch Sesame Street soon.Haha.
Kim - No lor,i havent been cycling for a week. =( I cycle because i got nothing to do! Not busy lah.hah.And trialothon is swim ,run ,cycle.i dont run much. but i do swim in the sea sometimes.haha.
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
I think you got it wrong my dear friend.nono,i not talking about you lah.
Finally theres' training to make me workout.Havent cycled for awhile.=( Besides the bike is having problems.I shouldnt have trusted that stupid uncle. I should have bought a NEW ONE LAH.YEAH,SHOULD HAVE(s).
I THINK I LEARNT ALOT TODAY.=)By capping partly.
Sec4s are almost finally done with Os.Congrats on them. I'm feeling jealous about it.Ohwells.WHO ASK ME.SO LOUS-ER.
And i bet all you look forward was just _______s.[ i wish i was cookie monster.because he has a dustbin all to himself to hide.I REALLY WANT TO BE LIKE HIM]
Oh really.i see.
Eh shoots,I realised i'm beginning to talk to myself.And thats NOT NORMAL.Don't you think so? and i laugh[NOT giggle] after every sentence i say. Thats..er.
1)the windows were all closed.aircon not on.fan not on.door closed.Then after 3hours,"EH! so HOT.-i'm really lagging in terms of my nerves system]
2) seeing a flying ant in my room wall,next i used the tissue box in front of me to smash it[i use anything solid and thats in favour of my ability to use,eg.Speaker.].At the same time i chanted"YOU DIE!YOU DIE!" And the flying ant dropped wayy dead down on the ground.
Tag Replies!
Sergin- Oh My,how you know man! And i never knew you kept that in mind. Hor Hor,now i know how sick can sergin be. Nevermind kay, i support you being like this. Its not good to look too innocent.ITS TRUE!=D
Weekee- Really what. Hard to find triple science kids that hot. HAHA.
Valencia- I havent heard it till now.Am i suppose to get even more excited now?Hah.
Cheryl- Finally you tagged eh. I thought you said you were afraid being anti-climax?tsk. Yup,love you too. take care!=)
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Actually right, i dont know what to blog about. Since i've been stuck at home clean/sweep/wash whatever needed in the house with 1 meal a day.How cool.
I seriously need a haircut real soon.Its getting thicker !
There isnt any competition i am fighting for to get in your way.Neither am i giving much of a damn in whatever you do.Its what i want and want to get involve in it.Its how i live my life, engaging myself as much as possible physically to keep myself fit.so save the way you wish to reprimand me or whoever you think gets in your way.Reading those entries you update piss me off so much,its so contradicting to how others think you being a strong believer.Turning your entries into a thrashing post.And you still tried convincing me to give up sailing just because i ranted about my poor results in school.Yeah,you did sailing too BUT it was just a mere couple of months and you gave up.I'm really glad not to heed any of your advices AT ALL. i was right to think they werent meant to be heeded anyway. To be random, i think you are freaking materialistic.
Sorry if it became too offensive to any.I couldnt feel less offended.
Well maybe hearing songs are much better still. =)
Anyone who wishes to make a video out of this song. ITS POSSIBLE.
i did before! =D
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
I survived the drilling upstairs on the 4th floor. At the beginning was just the 3rd storey then both 3rd and 4th.Now its 4th.But i never once left or stomped out to go elsewhere though it shook my brains out of me. By the way,i live on the second.
And i guess studying with some music from my mp3 got me less bothered with the noise.For rare times like today, i seem to enjoy the studying stress i got.Thats a good sign.But i felt so angry when i forgot almost everything i learnt about chem and bio >:(
i feel weird honestly speaking.
And things just got my fingers tangled.[which dont happen unless i fear.]
Tell me its 40degrees out there literally,i still get the chills out of this.
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Monday, November 13, 2006
Dont get stunned if you see me enlarged.i grew fatter. though the weighing scale doesnt show i did but it lied. 2days of feasting without exercising easily makes me more horizontally challenged.Yeah.
Picked up the papers and the first thing i saw was the highlight about the world's record broke for the sms shootout.Looked at the name and i literally went huhhh. Because it looked freaking familiar and yeah,it was whom i thought. ACY.His msn nick confirmed it since he wrote there being the 2006 champion.HAHA.
I'm trying hard to get the holiday homework done.Though looking at it seems impossible.Ohwells.And by right if i was a little more hardworking years before,i wouldnt have to end up in this current state.But having my exams now.
Just a few days at least.Pleaseee.
My computer refuse to cough out my tag replies.so here it goes,
Weekee- Uhhuh,real hot.=)
Kim- Sure.=) Tell me when!
Hazel- Sorry!about the late replyy again! YA,considered real efficient actually.Hah.
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
Ended up going for paddling at clarke quay.At least i prayed to God before the race started.And as it goes,God makes wonders! ours came in second.though we could have gotten first by just the neck.but ohwell. Praise the Lord.=)
Barbeque at hazel's house next.i never knew crapping could go on for hours and hours.Hah.
From the way i see myself gobbling food endlessly down, its time to cycle and start shuttling.Yes i know running its the most effective,but lousy me,i cant tahan. Already tried.
Eh,you compare a month or less to 2 terms.
Besides your overseas education is already applied?great.
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Saturday, November 11, 2006
I got wet during training not because of the sea water.its because of the rain.The wind was barely 4knots but we still went out.And we started capping since we were all freezing. Isaac has the love of capping by falling right on the sail. He did that wayy many times then.
Oh and finally i got the technique right after today.=) Yayy. Nevermind if you go huhh for this part.ITS OKAY.
credits: ASEAN Optimist Sailing C'ships 2006 I took a longg time to figure out how to do this.Loser right.i know. EH BUT STILL I GOTTA SAY I CAN NOW.=D thanks to gary who took us today.
I'm going for service tomorrow.Like finally. Yet,i want to paddle for the regetta.
Barbeque at Hazel's house tomorrow!=)
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Friday, November 10, 2006
Went to school in the morning.i feel bad to be always not on time. I think i am suffering from insomia or what.We had to twist and twine metal wires for the gifts for cca fair.But it so many many times better than how we did for the stars 2 years ago. That made my hands bled man.
Started raining soon after on the way home,and because i cycled halfway to school,the bus stop i parked at unfortuntely didnt shelter my dear bike.but good thing the rain wasnt that heavy yet.so cycled home right after i recovering it from there.
And i think i have serious butt sores. okay random,but yeah.
Today is rest day.so stayed home after coming home.Started out doing holiday homework.And i realise i forgot almost what i have learnt man. so english first.I feel weird when brother is home too and when i woke up from my nap,he was napping too. hah.
Washed clothes till i had blisters in the night. and tomorrow i'm pulling ropes. How cool.
Dinner was great and dessert was bonus.Neighbour gave us apple pie-like apples with breadcrums that had raisins.Eating it with vanilla ice cream while its piping hot.Heavenly.
If ever there was the 'most tolerable period' for not seeing someone you miss, AWARD ME. HAHA. -i really miss you.so bad.
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
I am really sorry weekee for making you wait 45minutes! =(( Anyway i made a deal at your tagboard.and i guess you wouldnt mind at all.SORRY.[you know its scary when you get real pissed,especially me being such a loser at cheering beings' up.i promise to wash your clothes if you still arent happy okay?] Smile kid,please.=)
Training,the weather started out fine.But valencia made earlier predictions it would rain.Yeah,it did.[if you observed,she was smiling to herself just because her prediction was right.EGO] Storm came.
Downwind was woahhh .you see everyone going down.then i look right and left. 3survivors left! hazel, me and weekee. Hah. But i WASN'T stable AT ALL.
Thunder,lightning and rain.I find it cool to sail in the rain when you sailing fine of course.
The capsize i got on the way back screwed my aim lah.
ANYWAY,home was next. OF ALL DAYS I FORGOT TO BRING MY FREAKIN' KEYS. shitto. No one was home. Mum's coming home late late late.Brother he went out to catch a movie with his friends. I asked to borrow a hairpin from the neighbour when they got back so that i could try pick-locking my door lock.FAILED.This shows that i am NOT a potential burglar.Police officers,i lessen the rate off for home burglary.
Stoned outside for 40 mins.Finally i resorted to go alllll the way down to ps just to get the keys from brother.Disrupted his movie for awhile by asking him to get out.He was watching 'The Covenant.Hah.
The way back sucked i tell you.The train i took onwards, were all affected. Since there was a train fault at PUNGGOL.EACH stop they delayed 5 mins. just imagine from Dhoby Ghaut to Sengkang.Then they chased us out at hougang station saying the train was out of service.By then i was still surviving with the energy bar i ate earlier in the day before training.
Once stepping out at sengkang,sped all the way back in my bike. I WAS DAMN HUNGRY. i know i'm fat,but i aint aneroxic or bulimic SO FOOD FOOD FOOD. Heck the food whether was it cold.It tastes good as ever when you're hungry.
Yeah,so much for forgetting to bring my keys today.
And i dont get why my brother loves bringing his friends home.When already the home as claimed by mum,a pig sty. I Agree. He leaves his dishes and leftover food stains on the table for the ants to come. I HAVE TO CLEAN IT,WASH/IRON HIS CLOTHES.And he owes me clothes costs.i spend like 100bucks just on his.Dont call me an irritating sister valencia.
Mum just asked me to let his friends sleep in my room since his room is too small. HELL NO.
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Cycling! It was probably the main activity for today.Met up with shafik and rafael at gardens for prata as lunch before setting off.And with prata+a bottle of 100plus +500ml of water it lasted me through the whole trip.From gardens to east coast[ to both ends] next to suntec and marina south[where you see steamboats and do kite-flying]Had a game of arcade there,i won them in the car game.yayy.Drumming game they went on following.And its alll the way back to gardens to rest.Edwin,i really was feigning my anger lah. trust me.Haha.
Way back home was already tough since all of us were so shacked.Just imagine we cycled for 70km altogether just for today. was told it could cover a day trip to malaysia.Home,i still have to wash clothes.By the time settling down with the chores for the day,its 12 midnight.Theres' training tomorrow.Now i just wish for a rewarding stake.which is to get fitter.=)
shit,i was too rash. i really was.
trust my repentance.please.
sorry guys,my computer is kinda screwed to allow me to reply the tags there.so i will do it here!
Jazreel- you didnt exactly say anything.Dont worry. I was just reminding you not to run
away from the badminton date lah.relax relax okay.
Hazel -you mean you didnt know my current link then?haha.
Kee -Too soon leh if its at my house.
Gin -we ARE crazy. Hah.thanks thanks. It might look better picture.you might want to
reconsider the compliment after coming here.haha.
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Tuesday, November 07, 2006
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SIJIAAA!
Badminton with melvin and his two other friends.And i guess i should re-string my racket since its been years i havent do something to it.well,5 years without changing the racket string.Its longg. But its still considered strong for so long.with that i finally could beat melvin in a singles match since he is a player in his school.But still he and his other badminton friends are better lah.
And i embarassed myself in front of 3 of them by falling down in the midst of playing doubles.i just wanted to dug myself into the ground where i stood man. Too bad i wasnt that strong.
I was playing with my neighbours kids.3 and 6 years.Monopoly Junior,Finding Nemo and I love science[its a computer game].They actually invited me to eat some bread pudding. ITS FREAKING TASTY. Too bad mum and brother didnt get to eat since I'M HOME EARLY.=) I just love whatever they cook for dinner and sometimes if there is,DESSERT!thats why i am becoming fatter you see.
Jazreel,dont think you can run away if you ever try . I take your honesty for real.Hah.
Today's badminton,Tomorrow's cycling, Following is sailing. YAYY. Hopefully i get to complete them.=)
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Monday, November 06, 2006
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
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Saturday, November 04, 2006
Training was kinda wasted today. No wind.how sad.
Thought of places to slack around the club.Most places were occupied and so we resorted to the arcade. I think that place is the coolest area. AS IN AIR CON COOL. i regretted like mad not to bring my cam. imagine 7 people playing 2-player DDR. Hazel can be a car racer in future ,credited by the wheel she took from playing DAYTONA. Weekee loves driving on GRASS. Sergin got intrigued by the creatures of the bubble game machine.Wen sponsored the first few rounds of 20centss.Cherly, she is GREAT BIG BIGGEST BULLY.i almost broke my foot vein, had one of hardest slaps on my face, almost went home with A slipper and its all because of that P6 KID.And i was a gullible freak to think kimberly's specs was branded after her name which was engraved there. HAH.Valencia,she's confirming herself awayy in her church camp.
Mum is coming home late today because she went MOS. tell me if she's getting back on young age.
I pray pray pray the badminton open at macphersoncc doesnt clash with the regetta. which i think it most likely would .=(
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Love the beginning-expressing how you love your ____[for one that know,i cant bring myself to say that word.it urks me to blog that word.be surprised.]-Be honoured,chanter, you hear this EVERYDAY
Run away from the shit later[think it suck now? blame yourself freaks.]
Settle it right through a few years.Declare yourself in a save place. -I thank you special one.=)
I guess its a cycle on how soceity now jump around for love?go on jumping.Hah.
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
Couldnt sleep well after 930 this morning since i felt bad for skipping lessons and my first entire time ,cca! i wonder how certain people could actually skip for so many without caring less about the effects and consequences.Hah.Becoming a long term habit. No personal attack anyway.
And theres' cca tomorrow again.its tiring just to wake up so early.
Slept through until noon. Training was fun i guess.Delibrate capsizes and climbing.Hah.
Now i understand why parents tell their child they wish to become a kid again. Theres' just so much to do when you're a kid. Already i feel the restriction in sailing since theres' just one more year[i think] i could ever compete in a byte for inter-schs. Welcoming radial back. i dont know whether to sigh for it.
My Greatest Gift for christmas: A Time Machine.
Have been cycling for 3 consecutive days =) ,training today. its good to see myself exercise everyday but realising that i start eating more. -_-
i suck for every reason in that.
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