Monday, March 28, 2005
two different moods in two different days. it was hell..but not realli to the extent.was suppose to do conference but in the end din. was seriously not in the mood to do anithing except to clarify it out.
tried getting into my books but nth seems to get inside.the prob was jus throbbing and hitting hard in my head.mum and dad suddenly came in..was kind of surprised they came in together..was wondering why were they in my room.then they ask me whether is there anithing bothering me and did i find my weight having a drastic fall.was like huh?why are they askin me all these? mum said i lost a lot weight.did i?and they came all they way into my room jus to ask me this.*pengs*
todae was almost late for assembly.ran as fast as i cld.was almost out of breadth when they started singing the anthem.
had a new name by the two fools sitting behind me..haha.they name me 'tian zhen' ...in other words its actualli naive. frm then on,they have been calling me tt the whole dae! it sounds nice i find.haha.
todae had math and chi paper bac.i passed both!!quite a few had full marks for math. had 25/30.
chi period,jus before we had our paper bac,lao shi was beating ard the bush trying to tell us indirectly tt she suspected us knowing the ques frm 3d2 b4 we had our test.at first cldn't figure out wad she said till the ppl ard me cld tell.but still she din do aniting to our papers. got it bac and miraculosly,i passed it.FINALLY.
left class a period earlier for pc.went to the staff room to check whether the materials were still there.once i left the room,was kinda surprised ms chew askin me something[completely nth to do with sch or work].shall not elaborate.heh.
desiree wasn't there to speak for the grp.and so i had to do.in the first place i din get anithing prepared at first.felt so useless...the sec1s are like waiting there helplessly ,toking to themselves. in the end got settled dwn soon.i did almost all the toking laa.they were kind of dead but at the end of it,thankfully they got more enthu thx to the game they played ,whacko.
stayed bac for a while to wait for grace to eat her lunch in sch with siva.beth and xue.took cab home with grace..i did all the toking,telling the uncle the directions.haha.
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Friday, March 25, 2005
had a last min decision with my cousins to go tanning.in the end we went for it!FINALLY. haven been to the place since sec1.
met them at macs first.was wondering why they were staring at me as if theres' something on my face.then suddenly they told me my face grew thinner?PLS!hmm..maybe they haven been seeing me for quite a while.but was there ani diff??dun think so.even if i hope so.
me and jac were like 2 desperate fools trying to get tann! haha. the tanning oil was almost empty all thanks to both of US.at first felt a little weird with my parents ard but soon was quite alrite.they were jus sitting at one corner enjoying the sun too.heh.
all my cousins there were like gng either red or dark laa except for mE ! *cries*
forget it,i can nvr get dark.
aftr washing up 3 of my cousins were sort of lost. went ard with jac finding high and low for them. happen to see chen hanwei there! haha. aniwae,aftr some 'intensive' searching,found them in some clean yet crowded toilet.
ate dinner somewhere nearby there. was discussing with them whether to go watch movies but in the end the parents forbidded.=((
reach home,went to bathe and at last i cld tann line!! see hw despo am i for getting darker?haah. jus so into it.
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
trying to gamble' my time here. if my dad finds out i am here typing,jus gonna die sooner or ltr.
another week is almost gone.fast i can conclude. the air outside isn't realli gd,its real hazy and for tt,i am getting sick.thx. my flu was irritating me first followed on my throat. was dying to refill my bottle but jus din get to till aftr sch. and nw i jus hope i dun get a fever where nw i do feel cold.
nvr ever wld i play soccer with the shoe i wore todae. rather play bare-footed.the shoe was too new,it was suppose to be my bro's shoe but he cldn't wear in the end cos his sch doesn't allow.our sch too actualli but my actual shoe is still soaked! thx to the rain ystd.
saying of rain,i think i got sick frm there or either the air ard.
the only thing getting through my head is facing my parents aftr showing my result slip. good luck to me.
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Saturday, March 19, 2005
at last cld type in peace.parents went to bring bro for some seminar which i went last week. meaning i got the whole hse to myself!=))
so much stuff happen..phone was taken awae on and off.got my bill a few daes ago and it shot up by soooo much. mum and dad was realli shocked and angry at me for the bill. frm a constant 20bucks to 90! she even called m1 to ask wad was the longest period i tok on the phone.
anw..ystd went for sailing but once i reached there tracy told me there is no sailing. i tried thinking it was a joke but it was true.they were having competition. and there wasn't much of a soul there.stupid jeremy din even tell us or contact us abt it! my parents came specially to see but end up eating there since there was no lesson.asked fabian whether he was at hlm on fridae,he was!he seems surprised when i asked him tt.heh.
decided to follow my mum for dragonboat.as usual my aches came frm there other than sailing.in addition to the aches,went for checkup for the obs thing,got a jab on my left arm and nw its aching like craZY. hardly cld i lift my arm.
fridae went for netball competition at sjc,cld feel everyone was putting all their effort in it. wasn't as easy as we thought. close fight i can sae esp schs like sjc,siglap and cedar.siglap instuctor was realli scary..she was like shouting at the players. scary i can conclude.
but in the end we got champs!took photos with the sjc team..aftr the whole thing,got suan-ed AGN jus becos of me and the GA.heh.
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
making it short here cos i am not suppose to use the com..shh. haven been blogging for a while and all the thoughts in my mind are jus gonna explode. definetly so much have happen..results,fail all except eng and comb.humans.total failure.
but a few daes ago i prove my parents part of me is not useless aftr all! went for this seminar,they were talking abt some study tips and wad they have laa. then we were faced with 10 difficult words. and is like total stranger to me.when in the world wld i ever understand those words? even the parents attending the talk were clueless abt the words.
but din expect myself to be on the stage the next min telling the meanings of those words in front of all the parents and kids.my parents below were like in shock. still cldn't believe myself doing tt.and nw i have to attend the course every wk frm morning till evening.=( hope its useful.
hafta run nw...
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005
had sports heats aftr sch..agn took a cab dwn. felt damn extra when we alighted frm the bus stop frm a cab while other students alighted frm the bus lar.feeling damn scared for the 200m and relay.
kept looking at the distance for the 200m..is realli farr.kept keeping myself in short prayers to calm me dwn. borrowed spikes frm sam and thank god it work well enough i expected. though i din win and at least get the top3 i was a little satisfied i din get last.=))
during the 200m ,the first 100m was alrite until the last half,my leg and all suddenly ache like cRazY!! i cldn't keep my speed then. shiT. in the end came in 4th.argh.
relay was the first runner..PRESSURE!..was leading at first but end up our team got 2nd last. expected laa.
now will jus hope i wld get into the finals even if the chances are reAL lOw..
half dead now..still have to do chi compo,hate it.
*i seriously dun look forward to friday. wait till i have to face my parents abt my results,i will be so deAd.*
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Monday, March 07, 2005
reach sch and the class was lock..everyone was waiting outside as usual. the next thing found out the door was spoiled? the aunty even can't open.BEST. some of our ties were inside the class.lucky i brought it home. so they had to see ms gan during assembly.
SO JEALOUS OF XUE!!! shes' got tHE ADIDAS baG i waNted!! and its like the last piece in s'pore for tt particular colour tt is army green!!argh!! but she said she is gonna lend me whenvr i wanted..thx gurl=))
failed my bio..4/25.expected. jus wrote crap in the damn sheet.
pe wasn't realli tired at all! even aftr i ran the 12+2 rounds[which i lost count of.heh] i still felt like running more. cindy teo was like askin so fast? but she sort of understand cos she saw me not walking at all!!before we started running,we lined up in twos and played the ''hand game'' ,the one where aftr counting until a no. then u can't be hit. aiyaa..can't explain it but was quite fun.
lit was dREadfUL...everyone was falling aslp anytime.
aftr sch played bball.
ROSANNE HOPE U ARE FEELING ALRIGHT AFTR THE FALL..=))
went to see mrs rajah cos xue needed to pass the form and money for the dry shoot.told mrs rajah i cldn't pass it up todae cos i went p.a on fri. then she suddenly sae i lost weight and looked more serious..when in the world did i ever lost weight??!!! but in the end the comment was quite satisfying to hearr..haha.
went home with pauline in the end.jus realised coke float is quite nice! got a sip frm pauline cos i got tempted my the float!! haha.
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
felt like throwing up the almost the whole dae..lazed ard at home till 3 plus then went to j8 to watch the jack neo film.[i jus dislike the title] . felt it was damn lame.wasn't realli funny though except for the special effects. wanted to shift my neck but found out it was stiff for a moment,aching like crazy.
aftr the show,went to the specs shop cos mum and bro needed to do something.then went to geylang for dinner.ate till i was darn full. the best thing is going bac to where the car was,it was farRRR..walked till i got a stitch.
getting more blueblacks agn!! uh oh.
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
woke up latE!!at last i cld have my beauty slp till 11.woke up at 6 jus to reply a msg,even if i cld open my eyes,my brain cells wasn't there.cldn't think for a moment.
went sailing in the aftrnoon,jeremy was realli pissed with us cos we were always late launching out. todae's wind was...........u cld jus see boats half capsized everywhere ard the area we were told to sail. even the better sailors in our grp was struggling with the wind. again got hurt at my arm..can't escape the sight of blueblacks. the wound recovering frm the fall frm playing bball got scraped off during sailing and nw there is gonna be scar...gReAt.lots of planes were landing so the turbulence in the water was realli bothering.
recovery was tiring! was one of the earlier boats to recover so got to help the optimist sailors recover theirs. the shore was damn slippery , fell backwards while helping.me.liying.joel and this raffles guy were the first few to be bac at shore but last to leave cos we were too helpful! haha. we were helping almost all the optimist sailors up to where they settled dwn. got a slight sprain on my hand aftr it. ouch.
aftr sailing got a lift frm liying's bf to the mrt station. in the train ,joel was telling me all abt obs blah blah.. he got sooo damn dark aftr it laa..felt so white next to him.heh.
dropped at dhoby ghaut to pass something. next met my parents at compass and went home...zzzZz
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Friday, March 04, 2005
as usual had to stand during silent reading. and right aftr it had lit and had to stand agn to present.jus wish standing helps me in some ways.
wore sewn on belt todae,luckily huiyu has extra! but her sis laa,cut the pinafore length damn short. felt super wEirD. actualli i wore only until 830 and the rest of the day was pe attire,din bother to change since was having np aftr sch.
at last i felt a little relieved for once but jus this real short period. tt is i passed my math,chem,s.s and eng! finally i did it. but chi nvr will i able to do it.
aftr sch mrs koh fetched us to p.a ,slack agn. cos the police cadets had to practice their own parade. their drills and all was ........oh my.................damn sUd man. everything is so neat. hard to find ani mistakes. the carrying up of their rifle was realli good. tried getting a shot of them but soon was caught by some officer for using the phone. argh. tried acting normal aftr the incident but the fear inside was still there.
aftr their rehearsal,it was our turn to practice ours. they were choosing 45 to be selected for marching and the rest doing fancy drill. jus can't wait for the results to be out which is next week!
damn jealous of my bro's ncc uniform. jus cldn't resist wearing it.definetly much cooler than np uniform! their ncc logo on the beret is also super cool laa. man,i am getting jealous of everything he has esp the uniform. the boots? no need to polish. wads new?
now even better yeah,teachers are even maybe knowing soon..
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
DURING SCHOOL...
had to stand during silent reading for the one of this week half of week 10 cos of the bball thing. my tremble starts coming bac..even when mel was asking for the time ,my hand was shaking. jus hate facing crowds..to me it jus drains out my confidence throughout.
i was jus literally standing almost the whole day. math period needed to stand cos i din do the hmk,lit period onli my grp needed to do the presentation where today jub did all the toking..haha.
recess,check with the bookshop whether they had the old stock for the uniform..dun have. so went to general office. REGRETTED LIKE HELL! jus wish i hadn't been there in the first place! bridgette lim was telling me to try the new 38 uniform,the belt was above my stomach la! even huiyu,weiwen they all were saying its realli toot laa!! she even ask me to wear it nw,of cos i wun! jus went to change bac str8 awae ltr,cldn't stand the sight of it. went round asking ppl for size 40 uniform[old]..felt so pressured without the right stuff. argh.
raining the whole day...the ppl seating at the window was like saying mr lim so poor thing cos he was caught under the rain in the middle of the bball court..haha. and nw our class prefer mr lim to lena koh. i agree too.
AFTER SCH....
stayed bac for netball trng[np],while waiting for the time to past,was busy folding paper cranes..man,i am addicted to it. during eng lesson,me and birdie were like the oni ones folding it. at last i noe hw to.
GREAT,nw almost the whole gb ppl noe abt it. wads new..it will jus start to slowly increase .
aftr netball went for tuition,abby din come cos she had obs but jillian came. she came st8 aftr her tournament,and the best thing is,she is alwaes updating me with it..haha.had a fun time suan-ing her!! and i hadn't had enough! her face was gng red the whole time, jus kept denying herself frm blushing..she is jus soooooo cute lar.her habit?laughing when sometimes i find it not realli funny.hmmm..
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
todae jus sucked. everything jus went wrongly. half the time i was trembling with fear,the other half was either angry.
assembly,lena koh jus went down the row confiscating belts,my legs were literally shaking. i was damn scared la. was kinda surprised why she din catch me with it. in class she went to cut the belts of those she confiscated. WTH. then ltr she said bridgette lim wanted to see those wearing detachable,she told us to see mrs lee aftr sch. this time was seriously trembling like CRAZY.
had art test ,draw until was soo stressed up, leow kept telling me indirectly i was ''gone case'' . i realli hated perspective! though its kinda challenging chpt,but the chpt cld jus kill my brain cells!aftr the test,my head was hurting aftr thinking too much. its true !
aftr sch 8 of us went to see mrs lee, we were all taking pins to tighten it.felt super weird. as if i was some nErD.
as usual she took like forever.she said actualli she preferred the original uniform tt was the detachable one.but becos of everyone wearing low ,the sch changed it. actualli part of it mus thk huiyu sis batch for voting the sewn on arh.
its not wad u think.*i think i am beginning to be a pest than a fren soon.*
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
chem test was ok but i am jus gonna fail! realised i did so much careless mistake!eg.liebig condenser i went to spell it as ''liepig''..soo clever to write tt yeah.
>>>>>>fast forward>>>>>
left class early for sports heats.took cab dwn to the stadium,hw lazy cld we get?was damn worried abt the 100m. was thinking shld i borrow the spikes anot. wore it but last min change mind cos i all along thought there was a huge difference in running with it.
so stick with the sch shoes,came in last...was happy. almost everyone cld tell i did it in purpose. din wan to win it. besides, i jus found out i am more on 400m and tts it. not a short nor long dist.
aftr running,went to try out the spikes and regretted my life not running with it lar! its so much ''easier''. argh!
aftr heats,went to eat a little at mac.din even pay a single cent of it.haah. got suan-ed so much laa..thx to the 2 ppl.. haha.
next took bus went home.zzZZ
jesse mcCartney album jus rock ! give it 4.5/5*
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