had sailing in the afternoon,late as always. but it one those worse days i ever had to be late for something.intended to leave the house earlier but ended up leaving later.the bus took quite awhile.alighted at serangoon mrt to draw money then came up to the main road to take a cab to paya lebar mrt,it isnt really far. but it seemed like the whole island of s'pore is booking for cabs.gosh.every taxi that passes is either taken or booked.there were also a few standing in front of me trying to flag for one.the weather was darn hot,stood there for 45 mins looking for one vacant cab.then this woman suddenly just stood in front of me.i was in the beginning thinking like ' what the. then she realises i was waiting too after she asked me.in the end she let me go first,i think its because i was wearing the raffles' shirt that sergin bought for me that made that woman think i was some smart kid.HAHA. i was rushing for time anyway!it was an hour before training started!! in the end took all the way to the club.my money just went away like this.14.20 i think. rahh. thought val was already there cos she was trying to help me to find ways to get there quick. she told me to act nice to the uncle.i am NATURALLY NICE. HAHA. maybe cos i am her against' partner. anyway,ended up she was later than me,and she came into the club looking so pissed.scary.
tracy took us,started off with theory since there wasnt wind but just the sun. the sun was a killer.she went through with us the racing rules and starts'.went out to sea after the wind picked up a little.was the last to launched,waited for the rest to go first. i ended up struggling so much.i started becoming so panicky.cos i cldnt go towards the set off point where we usually leave.drifted towards the navy side and where all the huge tankers were.quickly jump off intending to pull my boat towards the place we usually set off. it was tough. did two attempts.the second attempt was a painful one,just when i jump off into the water.the next second i felt a great sting on my foot.tried sweeping the sting off using my hand ,and so my hand got stung too. it was a jellyfish!gosh.quickly climbed up to the boat in pain. humps started appearing when i continued sailing.it wasnt a good day,i cldnt concentrate and all.i dont know why.sigh. after training went out with the family for dinner.
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Friday, April 28, 2006
friday's timetable,i dislike.ohwells still just live with it.i was more or less looking read forward to that night.it was the sch's band concert!! =)) had to stay back for an hour to practice for npcc day.i am the flag bearer!!yayness. but still i feel real bad not having to let my other sqdmates do it since its their last year,true enough as someone who is in a retaining year shld let those who is graduating try it.rahh. i dont mind letting them now.i did it in impulse.darn. anyone want to take my place? later in the day went for the concert,had bad seats during the beginning ,was even scolded with fangs by this parent for being noisy? she told us to respect the band. why cant she just tell those at the side of us to do that??it was obvious please.switched to the fourth level after the intermission.A MUCH BETTER PLACE. NICER VIEW TOO. after their last song ,most were shouting encore. its quite cool cos the conductor in the end played an even nicer song and it isnt in the list. they played 'do that thing you do' total coolness.went for supper at gardens with mel.siva.grace.fangs.birdie and her friend from sjc.ate prata,and of all conversations ,i seemed engrossed to the tv in front of me. it was the channel on sports.people doing the different flips before diving into the pool.i was more concerned about their heads ,like what if they jump off but hit the diving plank?its scary.and then the conversation initially was about it for a moment.rather eh. went home next. 'A walk to remember'
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
so much stuff happen. shant start from anywhere of it cos its too complicated.ohwells. friday's timetable is always draggy. havent been able to stay awake and really pay attention to lessons.even if i did,it was just for a couple of mins and i am back to my sleepy mode. I CANT JUST FEEL ENERGIZED!rahh. had cca after sch. it was the last session for the sec4 batch[including me,if you get why]. i am feeling half half. feeling happy cos i need not worry about so much stuff and really work towards my academic area. Sad because i really cant bear leaving just like this.my batch is leaving at the end of the year where we all have been going through thick and thin together through worse times and the jokes that really could bond each of us since we were sec1. i really cherished those. AND,not forgetting the sec2s! have been with them for 2 years since they came in. i cant bear to leave them so fast.i still have so much to tell them.rahh. i really was so grateful for what they gave,THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE SHIRT AND THE LETTER!= REALLY APPRECIATED IT. they gave jasmine a box of chocolates,good thing mine wasnt edible cos i might have put on weight!HEEE. but still,i will still take it if mine was edible ,its the thought mann! =)) and they gave jaime a necklace with her name on it. swweet please. my squadmates are jealous!! i can tell,but dont worry,you people will get yours really soon.guranteed from the sec2s. so know what to expect!!HAHA. oh yes,congrats to yvette and meihui for their surprise promotion to sgt! and also to jasmine and cherina for being nominated SI. double acheivements for cherina cos she has been chosen best unit cadet. GOOD JOB!!=))
went to help out for today's optimist changi regetta. was in the race comm boat,the boat i have always been wanting to get in and the boat i have always fear when being a competitor.haha. got to raise the flags for the races. me .sop and weekee took turns. its funn please. raising flags,getting down sailors who cross the starting line before the flag is down,disqualifying boats. there was this sailor who collided on our boat then the race comm person threatened to disqualify him ,his reaction is cute laa.
race comm uncle: Sail **** , you want to get disqualified is it? sailor : nononononono, i do penalty now okay?[he rounds the boat] it may not be funny here but at the scene was really cute.cos we cldnt breathe a word to any competitors.so when he heard abt the threat, we cldnt reply and the uncle told us he was just trying to scare him!! mean laa.tskkk! when we were changing the flags,the current was really strong ,almost lost balance at one time while we were standing up.then we all fell against the flag pole thing and it broke.crapp laa. lucky the whole thing didnt break. so had to use a rope to secure it then. a couple of boats were disqualified. some retired. the wind was weird for this race. there was this boat ,think its Sin537. he cldnt really move,we were asked to volunteer to sail back for him,sop was experienced but she just refused!! in the end 3 of us,became instructors for that moment and told him what to do then. i think its easier being on a powerboat knowing the mistakes and all. what i cant miss out typing my WONDERFUL EXPERINCE ON THE OD BOAT[race comm boat] , I WAS BULLIED!! BY THE TWO FOOLS.they named me paddock' ,weekee named it and it was from the book of Macbeth.it meant i was toad. A TOAD!! then sop added in a song to it.. '' seetoh the red ear paddock''..and it continues.. red ear because my ears are super sensitive.so they kept trying touching it. gosh,killer please.[my weapon' should know this best,HAHA] went back to the club next,this time wasnt shirts,it was cups. so was given a cup as a token,and i can get cip hours! took val parent's car to bedok station.thanks val!=) actually was intending to take the shuttle bus but since we both came out the same time after bathing there,might as well. AND sitting in her car its rather scary i find.you can never predict whats val mood.sorry valencia!! took train to yio chu kang then dad bought back food since mum is not feeling well ,western again.have been eating that for 2 or 3 consecutive weeks! and its from the same place.but seriously,it tastes great.
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Friday, April 14, 2006
another week nearing the tests..i just wonder when will the fear of papers get away.i dont get why others pass satisfyingly while mine's either a fail or a margina pass.why? the question marks just kept increasing in my head but not knowing the reason.i just cant receive it. no matter how much friends do help,its just seem temporary to my excellence.i want it to be permanent. sigh.
good friday today,went to church.well isnt really that but its more of a pl gathering for tgif . almost a quater of the sch was there?many many invites i can say.had games,then watched a video ,worship,food.i suppose all enjoyed themselves.i hope=) . went with jelly,val&van, athalie to parkway next. the twins had a craving of playing bowling,so in the end i end up with them playing at kovan.they were darn cute please,trying to find all sorts of excuse to tell their mum to come back later.And they told me to stay awake in the bus to wake them up when we are reaching.I CANT SLEEP!hurr! Haa. in the end played 2rounds, i won them both!yayy!despite myself not bowling for ages. jaime,leanmay and the rest came next to bowl too and since they were celebrating birthdays of three kiddos'' ,they decided to meet there. left with the twins after the 2 rounds as they were rushing home.they really can walk FAST.
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Monday, April 10, 2006
its back to school.suppose to meet the rest of the camp leaders at 7 but i was almost late for sch.rahh. dad took such a long time to wash up and the car was parked to far away AND instead of the usual routine where he usually drops me first,he went towards bro's sch first to drop him! that made things even worse for me.was worrying so much please. the sch was practically late for assembly .was kinda expecting them to be showing the pictures and videos of the camp but they didnt.they just asked the whole sec3 level to stand and led for a couple of mins cheers.i cldnt find the energy to do it,felt real tired. everyone seemed to be so restless today,was nodding my head off during chem.mrs rajah was teaching on chem equations but i just cldnt keep myself awake.went to the toilet in the end to wash my face,went back to the lab,everyone was done with their first page of the chpt and mine's still empty. really had no idea what was going on for the past period. well done to me man.'
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Friday, April 07, 2006
finally back from sec3 camp.CAMP ROCK![theme] the first day was warming up our spirits in the hall.left for the campsite next in the noon.the whole level was mixed in different groups,that was probably the thing then that made everyone excited.was called to be the group leader for group3[RUBY!] ,dayna was the leader too =) started off doing low elements.by then it took up till dinner,there goes the first day. the place we slept were big huts.much better compared to last year's sec3 batch's camp sleeping condition.where it was all tents surrounding by the watery mud.simply gross.huts were so much cleaner.
second day was most tiring.started off with the high elements.the rock climbing wall was tough please.didnt make it.didnt have the arm power.felt rather discouraged. only 2 completed in the group i think. dayna and catherine,they are strong laa. was supposedly to do the leap of faith' thing.the one that needed to jump from the plank to the trapeze but cant.shant go further abt it,its fustrating.rahh.went on next to another high element.going across this shaky line. next was kayaking,it soon rained after only 5-10 mins we kayaked.rahh.needed to keep and wash the kayaks too.didnt mind that,rather used to it. the group was soaking wet.almost got a cold but i didnt![ i am sorry gunner',i didnt get the flu! HAA=P] the item presentation was real last min and the teachers were unhappy about it during campfire cos it was unacceptable.i gotta admit we went a little too far abt the genre of the moves we did though.but the campfire was okay,last year was better actually! i miss those times. last day was area cleaning. and we got to clean toilet. that was the last thing all of us wanted to do.we realise they chose us and the other group to clean the toilets is cos we are among the top best groups and we are losing by A vote! i have to admit washing the toilet for area cleaning was the best activity. it was so much fun! using to spray and pails to get all wet and whoever wants to get into the toilet to use while we are washing need to get wet!! that was our policy and NONE left the toilet DRY. finally break camp.and its back to school.time really flies.
today,had to wake up real early for atf.was really tired after yesterday's camp.only got to complete 3 stations cos of the rain! darn.did the underground tunnel,it was literally pitch dark.cldnt see the person in front of me,and i got hit by the soft balls they placed inside when those in front threw. it was so hard la,and it went right into my eye. wanted to do the other rope challenges but was told to go to the flying fox . waited super long.could have use that time to complete the other stations.rahh. finally went,it was 8storeys high please. being at the top was scary but the feeling going down was GREAT. did wet weather programme when the rain came,was in the same group as sophia! =)) i miss her so much! her laughter since obsabah never changed. i got the cedar shirt!!thanks girl.
i am glad you know how selfish you are to just think of yourself.But that isnt an excuse to give empty promises,and it affects not just you and you alone.the harm you did is really unacceptable.giving you so much hope was a grave mistake anyone could ever do. i regretted. i regretted giving you a hope. the task isnt difficult,its your freaking mindset that keeps you selfish. i was taught to love my enemy.but i just seem to fail in it because its hard for not only me but the rest. contradicting isnt it. But i guess the problem practically lies on what you have done to us as a whole. reflect.
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
i suppose i am gonna die of exhaustion by the next week.innovation week is on now from fri till next tues.and its fustrating me.its even worse compared to the previous year.not mainly because of what the school has given us to do but i suppose the planning. everything seemed so calm last year and the presentation went smoothly,there wasnt so much of rushing.this year i cant seem to bring myself to enjoy it.even getting nightmares of it.she is rushing every single thing,i really wonder how we gonna complete well if she continues with this pressurising method.honestly i cant adapt to it.i dare not say much though i feel she has been calling most of the shots.ohwells. after this,there is camp the next day which is next weds till fri. And on sat there is ATF at ubin. rather.
all i feel now is IRRITATED. i need to shoutout!
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[PLMGSS]
BLESSINGS
GOD ALL MIGHTY
Saturday, April 29, 2006
had sailing in the afternoon,late as always. but it one those worse days i ever had to be late for something.intended to leave the house earlier but ended up leaving later.the bus took quite awhile.alighted at serangoon mrt to draw money then came up to the main road to take a cab to paya lebar mrt,it isnt really far. but it seemed like the whole island of s'pore is booking for cabs.gosh.every taxi that passes is either taken or booked.there were also a few standing in front of me trying to flag for one.the weather was darn hot,stood there for 45 mins looking for one vacant cab.then this woman suddenly just stood in front of me.i was in the beginning thinking like ' what the. then she realises i was waiting too after she asked me.in the end she let me go first,i think its because i was wearing the raffles' shirt that sergin bought for me that made that woman think i was some smart kid.HAHA. i was rushing for time anyway!it was an hour before training started!! in the end took all the way to the club.my money just went away like this.14.20 i think. rahh. thought val was already there cos she was trying to help me to find ways to get there quick. she told me to act nice to the uncle.i am NATURALLY NICE. HAHA. maybe cos i am her against' partner. anyway,ended up she was later than me,and she came into the club looking so pissed.scary.
tracy took us,started off with theory since there wasnt wind but just the sun. the sun was a killer.she went through with us the racing rules and starts'.went out to sea after the wind picked up a little.was the last to launched,waited for the rest to go first. i ended up struggling so much.i started becoming so panicky.cos i cldnt go towards the set off point where we usually leave.drifted towards the navy side and where all the huge tankers were.quickly jump off intending to pull my boat towards the place we usually set off. it was tough. did two attempts.the second attempt was a painful one,just when i jump off into the water.the next second i felt a great sting on my foot.tried sweeping the sting off using my hand ,and so my hand got stung too. it was a jellyfish!gosh.quickly climbed up to the boat in pain. humps started appearing when i continued sailing.it wasnt a good day,i cldnt concentrate and all.i dont know why.sigh. after training went out with the family for dinner.
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Friday, April 28, 2006
friday's timetable,i dislike.ohwells still just live with it.i was more or less looking read forward to that night.it was the sch's band concert!! =)) had to stay back for an hour to practice for npcc day.i am the flag bearer!!yayness. but still i feel real bad not having to let my other sqdmates do it since its their last year,true enough as someone who is in a retaining year shld let those who is graduating try it.rahh. i dont mind letting them now.i did it in impulse.darn. anyone want to take my place? later in the day went for the concert,had bad seats during the beginning ,was even scolded with fangs by this parent for being noisy? she told us to respect the band. why cant she just tell those at the side of us to do that??it was obvious please.switched to the fourth level after the intermission.A MUCH BETTER PLACE. NICER VIEW TOO. after their last song ,most were shouting encore. its quite cool cos the conductor in the end played an even nicer song and it isnt in the list. they played 'do that thing you do' total coolness.went for supper at gardens with mel.siva.grace.fangs.birdie and her friend from sjc.ate prata,and of all conversations ,i seemed engrossed to the tv in front of me. it was the channel on sports.people doing the different flips before diving into the pool.i was more concerned about their heads ,like what if they jump off but hit the diving plank?its scary.and then the conversation initially was about it for a moment.rather eh. went home next. 'A walk to remember'
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
so much stuff happen. shant start from anywhere of it cos its too complicated.ohwells. friday's timetable is always draggy. havent been able to stay awake and really pay attention to lessons.even if i did,it was just for a couple of mins and i am back to my sleepy mode. I CANT JUST FEEL ENERGIZED!rahh. had cca after sch. it was the last session for the sec4 batch[including me,if you get why]. i am feeling half half. feeling happy cos i need not worry about so much stuff and really work towards my academic area. Sad because i really cant bear leaving just like this.my batch is leaving at the end of the year where we all have been going through thick and thin together through worse times and the jokes that really could bond each of us since we were sec1. i really cherished those. AND,not forgetting the sec2s! have been with them for 2 years since they came in. i cant bear to leave them so fast.i still have so much to tell them.rahh. i really was so grateful for what they gave,THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE SHIRT AND THE LETTER!= REALLY APPRECIATED IT. they gave jasmine a box of chocolates,good thing mine wasnt edible cos i might have put on weight!HEEE. but still,i will still take it if mine was edible ,its the thought mann! =)) and they gave jaime a necklace with her name on it. swweet please. my squadmates are jealous!! i can tell,but dont worry,you people will get yours really soon.guranteed from the sec2s. so know what to expect!!HAHA. oh yes,congrats to yvette and meihui for their surprise promotion to sgt! and also to jasmine and cherina for being nominated SI. double acheivements for cherina cos she has been chosen best unit cadet. GOOD JOB!!=))
went to help out for today's optimist changi regetta. was in the race comm boat,the boat i have always been wanting to get in and the boat i have always fear when being a competitor.haha. got to raise the flags for the races. me .sop and weekee took turns. its funn please. raising flags,getting down sailors who cross the starting line before the flag is down,disqualifying boats. there was this sailor who collided on our boat then the race comm person threatened to disqualify him ,his reaction is cute laa.
race comm uncle: Sail **** , you want to get disqualified is it? sailor : nononononono, i do penalty now okay?[he rounds the boat] it may not be funny here but at the scene was really cute.cos we cldnt breathe a word to any competitors.so when he heard abt the threat, we cldnt reply and the uncle told us he was just trying to scare him!! mean laa.tskkk! when we were changing the flags,the current was really strong ,almost lost balance at one time while we were standing up.then we all fell against the flag pole thing and it broke.crapp laa. lucky the whole thing didnt break. so had to use a rope to secure it then. a couple of boats were disqualified. some retired. the wind was weird for this race. there was this boat ,think its Sin537. he cldnt really move,we were asked to volunteer to sail back for him,sop was experienced but she just refused!! in the end 3 of us,became instructors for that moment and told him what to do then. i think its easier being on a powerboat knowing the mistakes and all. what i cant miss out typing my WONDERFUL EXPERINCE ON THE OD BOAT[race comm boat] , I WAS BULLIED!! BY THE TWO FOOLS.they named me paddock' ,weekee named it and it was from the book of Macbeth.it meant i was toad. A TOAD!! then sop added in a song to it.. '' seetoh the red ear paddock''..and it continues.. red ear because my ears are super sensitive.so they kept trying touching it. gosh,killer please.[my weapon' should know this best,HAHA] went back to the club next,this time wasnt shirts,it was cups. so was given a cup as a token,and i can get cip hours! took val parent's car to bedok station.thanks val!=) actually was intending to take the shuttle bus but since we both came out the same time after bathing there,might as well. AND sitting in her car its rather scary i find.you can never predict whats val mood.sorry valencia!! took train to yio chu kang then dad bought back food since mum is not feeling well ,western again.have been eating that for 2 or 3 consecutive weeks! and its from the same place.but seriously,it tastes great.
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Friday, April 14, 2006
another week nearing the tests..i just wonder when will the fear of papers get away.i dont get why others pass satisfyingly while mine's either a fail or a margina pass.why? the question marks just kept increasing in my head but not knowing the reason.i just cant receive it. no matter how much friends do help,its just seem temporary to my excellence.i want it to be permanent. sigh.
good friday today,went to church.well isnt really that but its more of a pl gathering for tgif . almost a quater of the sch was there?many many invites i can say.had games,then watched a video ,worship,food.i suppose all enjoyed themselves.i hope=) . went with jelly,val&van, athalie to parkway next. the twins had a craving of playing bowling,so in the end i end up with them playing at kovan.they were darn cute please,trying to find all sorts of excuse to tell their mum to come back later.And they told me to stay awake in the bus to wake them up when we are reaching.I CANT SLEEP!hurr! Haa. in the end played 2rounds, i won them both!yayy!despite myself not bowling for ages. jaime,leanmay and the rest came next to bowl too and since they were celebrating birthdays of three kiddos'' ,they decided to meet there. left with the twins after the 2 rounds as they were rushing home.they really can walk FAST.
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Monday, April 10, 2006
its back to school.suppose to meet the rest of the camp leaders at 7 but i was almost late for sch.rahh. dad took such a long time to wash up and the car was parked to far away AND instead of the usual routine where he usually drops me first,he went towards bro's sch first to drop him! that made things even worse for me.was worrying so much please. the sch was practically late for assembly .was kinda expecting them to be showing the pictures and videos of the camp but they didnt.they just asked the whole sec3 level to stand and led for a couple of mins cheers.i cldnt find the energy to do it,felt real tired. everyone seemed to be so restless today,was nodding my head off during chem.mrs rajah was teaching on chem equations but i just cldnt keep myself awake.went to the toilet in the end to wash my face,went back to the lab,everyone was done with their first page of the chpt and mine's still empty. really had no idea what was going on for the past period. well done to me man.'
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Friday, April 07, 2006
finally back from sec3 camp.CAMP ROCK![theme] the first day was warming up our spirits in the hall.left for the campsite next in the noon.the whole level was mixed in different groups,that was probably the thing then that made everyone excited.was called to be the group leader for group3[RUBY!] ,dayna was the leader too =) started off doing low elements.by then it took up till dinner,there goes the first day. the place we slept were big huts.much better compared to last year's sec3 batch's camp sleeping condition.where it was all tents surrounding by the watery mud.simply gross.huts were so much cleaner.
second day was most tiring.started off with the high elements.the rock climbing wall was tough please.didnt make it.didnt have the arm power.felt rather discouraged. only 2 completed in the group i think. dayna and catherine,they are strong laa. was supposedly to do the leap of faith' thing.the one that needed to jump from the plank to the trapeze but cant.shant go further abt it,its fustrating.rahh.went on next to another high element.going across this shaky line. next was kayaking,it soon rained after only 5-10 mins we kayaked.rahh.needed to keep and wash the kayaks too.didnt mind that,rather used to it. the group was soaking wet.almost got a cold but i didnt![ i am sorry gunner',i didnt get the flu! HAA=P] the item presentation was real last min and the teachers were unhappy about it during campfire cos it was unacceptable.i gotta admit we went a little too far abt the genre of the moves we did though.but the campfire was okay,last year was better actually! i miss those times. last day was area cleaning. and we got to clean toilet. that was the last thing all of us wanted to do.we realise they chose us and the other group to clean the toilets is cos we are among the top best groups and we are losing by A vote! i have to admit washing the toilet for area cleaning was the best activity. it was so much fun! using to spray and pails to get all wet and whoever wants to get into the toilet to use while we are washing need to get wet!! that was our policy and NONE left the toilet DRY. finally break camp.and its back to school.time really flies.
today,had to wake up real early for atf.was really tired after yesterday's camp.only got to complete 3 stations cos of the rain! darn.did the underground tunnel,it was literally pitch dark.cldnt see the person in front of me,and i got hit by the soft balls they placed inside when those in front threw. it was so hard la,and it went right into my eye. wanted to do the other rope challenges but was told to go to the flying fox . waited super long.could have use that time to complete the other stations.rahh. finally went,it was 8storeys high please. being at the top was scary but the feeling going down was GREAT. did wet weather programme when the rain came,was in the same group as sophia! =)) i miss her so much! her laughter since obsabah never changed. i got the cedar shirt!!thanks girl.
i am glad you know how selfish you are to just think of yourself.But that isnt an excuse to give empty promises,and it affects not just you and you alone.the harm you did is really unacceptable.giving you so much hope was a grave mistake anyone could ever do. i regretted. i regretted giving you a hope. the task isnt difficult,its your freaking mindset that keeps you selfish. i was taught to love my enemy.but i just seem to fail in it because its hard for not only me but the rest. contradicting isnt it. But i guess the problem practically lies on what you have done to us as a whole. reflect.
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
i suppose i am gonna die of exhaustion by the next week.innovation week is on now from fri till next tues.and its fustrating me.its even worse compared to the previous year.not mainly because of what the school has given us to do but i suppose the planning. everything seemed so calm last year and the presentation went smoothly,there wasnt so much of rushing.this year i cant seem to bring myself to enjoy it.even getting nightmares of it.she is rushing every single thing,i really wonder how we gonna complete well if she continues with this pressurising method.honestly i cant adapt to it.i dare not say much though i feel she has been calling most of the shots.ohwells. after this,there is camp the next day which is next weds till fri. And on sat there is ATF at ubin. rather.
