HELLO

Monday, June 26, 2006

the holidays are over.felt as if i have wasted my whole holiday.gosh.still somehow i cant wait to be over.well finally it came.
had the farewell of our batch on friday.its really quick,i still remembering sitting down looking at my seniors saying their last few words to us before they really left for the past years farewell.Well,now its my turn.seriously cant imagine that.And i guess the sec2's batch left me memories since i was taking them since they first came in.i will miss them.Thanks for the present juniors!it was really creative of you guys.love the stuff you all gave.=DBut i will still be able to see them for the next 2 years=) However not my own batch of squadmates.i will definetly miss them the most!Thanks vivien.jelly.sheau for the cup,the tag inside was really cool.=)

Today its day1 of the sch after the holidays.NO LESSONS.whoots! the teachers allowed everyone practise their items for the upcoming music marathon.how i hope this was sch life. jamming in class till sch's over.xD. no offence to the sec4s having mid yrs.=/
my class got the friday slot at 8-10pm.its at millenia walk for those who wants to come!=D
Good thing it didnt clash with my regetta.Praise the Lord=)

RODE;

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

at last i am done with settling the sakae-noss stuff.i thank God for that=)prayed so hard for it.
got invited with moli by the sec2 juniors for an outing.it wldnt be considered anymore since its just 5 of them,but still i enjoyed myself at least.=) Because of their spascity?its extreme please.

visited mum at the hospital after that.she had an operation.saw her so in pain.But kid made her smile!=)i was so happy. love you laa kid.=D

school is starting again so soon.i am looking forward yet not . i cant wait for the sec4s mid yr's to be over.so that i can date kid out.=)hopefully. but not looking forward cos after this month,as it would really fast the sec4 batch will leave.i cant imagine them leaving.i will cry. i will miss them so badly.=( i dont want to be forgotten being with them most of my years.i love them.
Hey sec4s of this year,dont forget me.
i will miss my kid so badly not being able to see her around in sch for the next2 years.its a torture.x(
for now,all the best to them!=D

RODE;

Sunday, June 18, 2006

sometimes i feel guilty for covering things up

but look,
you all arent giving me a chance to live life better.
Instead all i get from you guys is pressure.

I came here hoping my pressures in life would feel lighter.

And,NO.it isnt working.I find it ruining me.
why?
Because of the different things you all doubt that made me see things in the network in a negative way.

i feel like running away.

RODE;

Saturday, June 17, 2006

was suppose to meet val at 10 but thank goodness she msged and said'' can meet at 11,i overslept'' .was like sure of course!it meant i could sleep longer. Plus,dad called while i was asleep to tell me he could fetch me to the club.MORE SLEEEP.Was about to leave and..aiyaa,long story. i am lazy to complete it. Ask me if interested though i doubt any will wanna know.HAA. i can just conclude val somehow saved me in my math homework.thanks.though you find me an irritant eh.HAHA.
Lots of complications went through at the club reception desk and now they are complaining about me because of the late submissions of my entries of the regettas i join.what the. Had a relief instructor today cos jeremy was running a temp.We named him ''oldman'' cos his name was pronounced as ''OMA'' .Didnt really like his attitude,he didnt went to help me when my rudder came off cos of a collision i had during one of the starts.And i needed serious help as it couldnt be placed back properly.He just shrug his shoulders driving past me.wth.
AND he didnt even bother and still asked alex to sail back when her shoulder is already dislocated. poor alex had to go sail in such a state.its painful laa. I DONT LIKE HIM.though his teaching is okay.
ANYWAY ,cut the crap off for now.
oh yes.before i forget ,i still owe sergin $13++
HOW I WISH I HAD A LICENSE TO DRIVE.its hard getting to certain places without a car.RAHH.

Hey kid, you have been really sick these few days and it all started from me.=( I know i have been saying so much,reminding you time and time again to drink your water/starfruit juices and water chestnut, eating your lozenges and nagging about the do and donts of the food you eat .But i have a purpose in telling you these, i dont want MY kid to be sick!! Hearing you sounding so bad over the phone makes me sad.How i hoped i had magical powers to heal you right away.=( Now,i will just have to pray hard for GOD to heal you.TAKE CARE MY KID!i love you!=)

RODE;

Thursday, June 15, 2006

I suppose this month's holiday isnt for me.i dont seem to be feeling too happy for it.Now that i have been sick for this whole week .It suck.And the best thing is i passed it to kid.Told her not to share drink with me,she still did.tskk. Now,she is falling sick.HAI.
Now i have a problem,the music marathon is gonna clash with one of the regettas i am joining.darn.its on the 1,2 july. and the music marathon is on from 29june-3july.well,maybe i will make my runs, up and down from nsc to millenia walk[thats if my grp is selected to be there]. or then school.
Then after the marathon which ends on 3rd.there is inter-sch on 5&6. well,i just hope to lose weight then and grow darker yeah.Hah.But remembering to put sunblock otherwise my burnt look will go away! YES,I MISS THAT BURNT LOOK. though its distracting.

i am still stuck with my math! i dont know how to do!!HELP.

RODE;

Monday, June 12, 2006

back from cluster camp on sun.was so shacked.the past few days have been travelling from the east to the west vice versa.the camp was at jin tai sec in the west ,so at the last day after the camp we needed all the way to the east for service at expo.After service,travelled back to the end of west to grandma's house for gathering.once reached her place,went straight to the bed to sleep missing out dinner. wasnt feeling too good,i was just feeling so drained.
On monday had obsabah outing!whoots.couldnt wait to see them after the last outing we had which was almost half a year ago.not all turned up but still enjoyed ourselves.i had a new nickname,called Nakata' . And its because i was wearing the nike shirt with the japan's football player ,nakata's name and number.Haah. Rather funny.
Played captain's ball then came water bombs!it was unexpected laa. Left at about 10.
Now,i am sick.suppose its because i havent been drinking enough water having not enough of sleep.

We were playing captains ball,it was more of a hilarious game.HAA.

Bah was trying to take me!HAHA.And so,i took him!

They were battling through their second language.sophia and yoke did the chinese part while nash and hafiz did the malay part.Its rather entertaining if you get bored.

Took them while they were unaware.xP

I made them suffered the heat just for the picture.Opps!

peehua.soofang.khalilah.suhui

Nash with the 2 xinmin guys.i only remembered one of their names ,its richard and the other i remember he is darn pro in the eng-chi translation.Heh.

Top[left]:haros.asyraf.hafiz.nash[centre]
bottom:me.yoke.sophia

RODE;

Sunday, June 04, 2006

was late for service.but i still took a cab down all the way to expo,went to ask the uncle to drive faster and he was like saying ''sure! you count 1,2,3 and you will fly there!" funny laa. and he went on singing his hokkien songs like he never had sung it so loud before. Haha. Anyway,there goes my 12.40 i think.rahh.got stuck outside the second time, was surprised amanda and eliza were there too.haha. plus fangs,sihui and siva were the latecomers too.wonderful ehh.
got to go for the global prayer thing in the end.it was okay i guess,but maybe its more for the adults. left halfway cause it was gonna end quite late.
yepp thats about the day.

gullible kid: i am really sorry i made you pissed for being so paranoid today.=( really thankful for you cheering me up!i love you so much please!=DD
And i know you cant. Dont worry so much yea. i still can get by.well i hope.

RODE;

Saturday, June 03, 2006

had no training today so spent the whole day at home.supposedly today should be going out sea on our own but guess kee and val needs rest after camps. gullible kid' must be happy that i didnt have training. HAA.
But she had swimming.That somehow motivated me to sacrifice the rest of my sleeping time to drag myself down to the swimming pool to went a few laps.good thing the sun was there.=) guess i cant live without the having water time at least once a week. Haha.
tried doing a bit of math but i couldnt continue,i didnt know how to do.well not all,but most.eng is almost done,its just the last page where i dont get to understand what they actually want.
slept for the rest of the time.
Weird dreams i had.cant really remember,i only recall i was babysitting this small boy for this couple in a zoo.i seem to be better in looking after small kids in my dreams than reality. i cant babysit for nuts. maybe because dreams you hardly communicate verbally. thats why i could do better when i am dreaming.The scenes just keep changing.Heh.

Migraine is killing me.argh.

RODE;

Thursday, June 01, 2006

woke up at 340 thinking mum needed to reach the airport by 4 but i realised she meant by waking up by 4. how silly of me to drag myself to mum and dad's room to wake mum 15mins asking why arent you up yet.gosh.heh.
there she goes to hongkong for her dragonboat race.her medals are like becoming a collection laa.i am jealous!! x( i only got 2 from it.

sprained my neck 2 days ago , couldnt get out of bed well. [i am still feeling bothered of the doubts you all have in me,sigh] ..still life goes on.but i cant grow any fatter!!

suppose to go to sch today to pass up eng compo and collect some chi storybook for holiday assignment.i totally dread chinese. at the same time, gullible kid' was suppose to come over so in the end she cldnt be bothered to wait in sch.Haa.
edwin was waiting for her so long at the bus stop,he actually wanted to walk her home,i feel like a lightbulb! in the end i ended up walking with him all the way from sch area to serangoon central.ohwells.i saved on the cab fare and took a bus =)

mum is coming home in 5days time! i miss her!!

RODE;

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BLESSINGS
GOD ALL MIGHTY

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Monday, June 12, 2006

We were playing captains ball,it was more of a hilarious game.HAA.

Bah was trying to take me!HAHA.And so,i took him!

They were battling through their second language.sophia and yoke did the chinese part while nash and hafiz did the malay part.Its rather entertaining if you get bored.

Took them while they were unaware.xP

I made them suffered the heat just for the picture.Opps!

peehua.soofang.khalilah.suhui

Nash with the 2 xinmin guys.i only remembered one of their names ,its richard and the other i remember he is darn pro in the eng-chi translation.Heh.

Top[left]:haros.asyraf.hafiz.nash[centre]
bottom:me.yoke.sophia

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

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Thursday, June 01, 2006

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